=Jac=

Everything's fine.

2011-04-21T23:51:00.002+08:00

Everything's fine.

I really thought so.
And yea, t-h-o-u-g-h-t...

I dunno what happened to me.

Workload is not as great as others, but am I stressed?

I feel like crying whenever I got home after work, alone in my room, why?

I was in my room, I dun have to put on a smile, I dun have to listen to what other ppl said, I dun have to even pay attention and be alert to anyone, anything.

I can do whatever I like, surf net, watch shows, and even talking to myself can be an enjoyment.

Is it because I removed my "mask" and be myself that I really missed and enjoyed to be so much, tt's y I can cry just as I like?

I dunno y I cry but I juz did.
I dunno wat happened to me but I juz became the "Me" that I wanted to be or rather, the "Me" that nobody knows other than myself, when I am alone.

Cry Jac, cry.
U ain't wrong, release and relieve.

Tears ain't weapon, ain't sympathy, ain't anything else other than your emotion.

Be true to yourself.

Tired of saying tired.

2011-04-21T02:02:00.002+08:00

Tired of saying tired.

Since when "tired" becomes part of me and I mentioned it almost everyday...

I'm missing something.
I realised I forgt how I was in the past...

Just like any other day where I hate to think of my past, cos they are just a mirror showing and proving what a fool I have been all these while.

Now, I couldnt recall those that I doesnt want to forgt, but neither do I manage to forgt all the stupid stuffs I did, why?
But 1 thing I know for sure is, both good and bad memories, aint that clear anymore, they are somewhat, vade...

I resort to violence.

Unbelievably, I feel that pain can surpass the shamefulness I felt whenever I thought abt the past...

Time to consider a change of job?

2010-12-12T05:55:00.002+08:00

Time to consider a change of job?

Sick and tired of this job.

Finding my goal in life, what do I actually want and how can I achieve it and if I can get it...

Lost of goal is like living without my soul, where should I go, where do I belong?

Difference between employee and boss...

2010-11-20T20:35:00.002+08:00

When you take a long time, you're slow.
When your boss takes a long time, he's thorough.

When you don't do it, you're lazy.
When your boss doesn't do it, he's too busy.

When you make a mistake, you're an idiot.
When your boss makes a mistake, he's only human.

When doing something without being told, you're overstepping your authority.
When your boss does the same thing, that's initiative.

When you take a stand, you're being bull-headed.
When your boss does it, he's being firm.

When you overlooked a rule of etiquette, you're being rude.
When your boss skips a few rules, he's being original.

When you please your boss, you're apple polishing.
When your boss pleases his boss, he's being co-operative.

When you're out of the office, you're wandering around.
When your boss is out of the office, he's on business.

When you're on a day off sick, you're always sick.
When your boss is a day off sick, he must be very ill.

When you apply for leave, you must be going for an interview.
When your boss applies for leave, it's because he's overworked.

Little truth...

2010-11-12T09:52:00.001+08:00

Behind every “just kidding”, there’s always a little truth;

Behind every “just wondering”, there’s always a little curiosity;

Behind every “I don’t care”, there’s always a little emotion;

Behind every “I don’t know”, there’s always a little knowledge; and

Behind every “it’s okay”, there’s always…a little pain.

Too bz to blog...

2010-08-22T15:18:00.004+08:00

Too bz to blog...

Somehow I've been tweeting more than I post on fb and blog...

Though this month (August) is consider as my work's "off-peak" period, however, I've been staying late for work and even weekends...

Forgt how many weekends burnt for work and there isn't much time for myself...

Tired also must juggle with work and studies...

Stressed~

And the more I travel around for sch and for work, the more I feel like getting myself a bike...

Considering 2nd hand bike, but if I gt enough for downpayment, I'll get 1st hand bike... =X

Honda CBR 150

Yamaha YZF R15

Not sure, but was so tempted to own one sia... =X

21st Birthday Wishlist

2010-07-10T01:31:00.002+08:00

21st Birthday Wishlist:

1) Ang Bao!!! (Money) $$$ [Most preferred!!! XD]
2) Voice Recorder for ACCA classes
3) Camera (Digital, Lomography etc)
4) Waist Pouch/Gym Bag (Dark colours,simple,no much design de...Gym bag frm Nike/Adidas? XD)
5) Perfume (Can't find wat I wan,perhaps,Davidoff Coolwater,Escada,Moschino Funny...etc? XD)
6) Bracelet (Stainless Steel,not too thin de,not girly de...=X)
7) Sport/Leisure Jacket (Like Nike/Adidas design de? XD)
8) Guitar (Acoustic/Classical)
9) Mitch Albom whole series (Hav a lil faith, Tue w Morrie, The 5 ppl u meet in heaven, For 1 more day etc)

*For the time being are the above... XD

Is it coincidence?

2010-04-25T20:56:00.002+08:00

Is it coincidence?

Recently I'm having high fever, even my lowest temperature was 37.3 Degree Celsius, nothing lower than that...

Even god is hinting me, wanna tell me something bad is coming...

So my aunt passed away.

Bye, RIP my aunt.

My aunt just passed away.

2010-04-25T20:19:00.002+08:00

She released herself from this world, this society.

She left us to a place far away.

She has nothing to fear, she's in the heaven, waiting for us to join her one day.

Hope this is what she really wants.

I wanna ask her,"Why take life so lightly? You may be responsible for ur life, but why leaving us behind?"

Recently like Olivia Ong's song - You and Me

2010-04-25T00:44:00.001+08:00

Olivia Ong's Song - You and Me is nice...

Taking 1 step at a time walking hand in hand, 1 2 3 4 cheek to cheek...

Fever fever go away...

2010-04-25T00:27:00.003+08:00

Having high fever from 21 April evening till now...

It went on and off...
Cough, sore throat, running, headache, backbone, shoulder and neck muscle ache, all in.

Feeding panadol and those other medicine tt the doctor prescribed, it's juz doesn't seem to help much...

Eating panadol like it's candy and my fever still come back to me...=/

Ya, when I see doctor on the 22 April morning, I gt MC from the doctor, but I still went back office to work.

It's quite sad.

Notwithstanding the above, I guess Sunday I still has to report to office to finish my work, cos need to hand in by Monday and client request to have it by Tuesday.

1 word to describe wat I'm going through, "HELL"...=X

I gonna go take my medicine n go slp already, hope I'll recover by Sun morning!

Goodnight my frenz!
Take care all~

我的努力并不够。。。

2010-04-10T23:48:00.007+08:00

我的努力并不够。。。

我一直努力赚钱想让家人过得好一点，可是，我好像离终点还有一段距离。。。

我的肩，随着岁月，不知不觉的增加了许多担子。。。

我只能一直走下去，我别无选择，没有回头路。

不知曾几何时，我忘了痛要说，累要休息，我忘了要快乐的笑，我也忘了哭。

我只记得，我得保护我自己，不能软弱。。。

拿自己开玩笑，把自己当玩笑/小丑，自愚娱人，开别人玩笑等等，来逗别人开心/笑。

我像只螃蟹，又肥有丑，横行霸道，有很硬的外壳，有力的蟹钳来保护自己。

好强，爱面子，尖酸刻薄，不会温柔，不懂得撒娇，也很auntie，是个，彻彻底底，名符其实的“女人中的男人” （a.k.a 男人婆）

（但在美女面前，我会对她们很好，我自觉不及她们，自己好像丫鬟，她们好像公主，她们好像是应该好好的被人照顾一样。。。）

我不需要裙子，长发和男友。

在我患上忧郁症时，我早就没有了生存下去的意义，我的存在只是为了能让家人过得好一点。

以前一些事让我对男生感到失望，再说，我长得可是非常丑的，因此，我对爱情没有任何期望。

正当人人都在说我应该怎么样，应该改变什么的时候，又有谁会知道我为什么会变成今天这样，又有谁会试着了解我呢？

连家人和朋友也这样想，那还会有人了解我吗？

人只会放大别人的缺点，何时会记得别人的优点呢？

像我这种人，不适合，不能谈恋爱。

我应该全神贯注的投入工作与即将报读的课程上，我要赚很多钱，我想环游世界，我像增广见闻充实自己！

我要学着爱我自己，保护自己，了解自己。

Once believed tt one does not need friends.

2010-04-10T14:23:00.002+08:00

Once believed tt one does not need friends.

Financially Tied Up...

2010-03-22T00:07:00.002+08:00

Financially Tied Up...

All my money are spent on house bills, own bills, transportation, food etc and remaining was to save up for repayment to my mum's CPF account for my Poly school fee and saving up for ACCA course.

I wanna highlight to you all, I don't earn much.
From the above, with the limited cash flow I have, I am not any better from a poor student.

I got no spare monies, please do not force me, I am now being pushed to the edge of the cliff.

1 more step and it would be "Jac-no-more".

I am sick n tired.

I got so much burden on my shoulder before and now, as I grow older, I carried more, much more than I can afford to.

Stepping into the working society doesn't make me any financially better.
With what I am going through everyday, u all wouldn't know.

I never expect u all to understand, but why, why put me in this kind of situation?

Perhaps, outing with friends and entertainments are just luxuries to me.

I am working towards my goals, give me some time, let me settle as much as I can.

I am tired.

Wat a day!

2010-03-21T20:51:00.004+08:00

Wat a day!

Went to Johore Bahru (JB) City Square with my bro n cousin today.
Lost my Ezlink / Net Flashpay Card (the bee card), well, I juz top-up it ytd, think value of ard S$30-S$40 and I only took one ride from Singapore to JB and I dropped it somewhere in City Square.

Haiz, how I wish I could get it back!

Hell!
Heng I gt spare Ezlink to use for coming back to Singapore lo...
Suay lah.
Hope my bad luck will drop with the card lo.
*P.S. Most likely is when I took out my hp to check out time n at tt moment I also dragged out the card from the same pocket n I dropped it without knowing.

Haiz...
My S$40!!!

Well well...
Changed my black frame spec's lens there, ya, I only changed the lens, at ard RM100 (normal lens with multi-coated).

Tt's all for today.
Sharks! Pui pui pui!

Bad luck go away!!!

Step by step, we moved on.

2010-03-15T00:33:00.002+08:00

Step by step, we moved on.

Kite: I'm tired.

2010-03-08T00:13:00.000+08:00

Kite: I'm tired.

21 Guns - By Green Day ft. American Idiot Cast

2010-02-07T19:28:00.002+08:00

Nice version of 21 Guns!

I dunno how should I teach newbie...

2010-01-28T02:49:00.001+08:00

I do not how to teach newbie!
Errors he made seemed to appear to the manager that they are my errors and I kana from the manager (on behalf of him?!)

I advised him before, during and after he had done his work, but he kinda like nvr take it to heart, did not heed them (kinda like one ear in, another ear out), keep saying "Orh orh orh" n make NO checking to his work...
(Is it becos most of the thing I do nicely and prepare for him and he take things for granted???)

Spelling mistakes, enter data inaccurately(date and amount)...etc
1 impt thing is he keep making promise saying ya he had checked his work, he did enter all the data, and did enter correctly...
Told me he is very sure this issue is...,but after checking with client, he's so so so wrong. (Since you are unsure, why lie?)

I'm speechless... (Shld I keep quiet and take all the blame???)

2010 Resolutions...

2010-01-25T03:26:00.002+08:00

2010 Resolutions...

It's in my mind, but not gonna be listed here I guess.
Nothing's gonna go the right way whenever I reveal them before they are done.

I'm juz gonna keep it to myself, they are mine afterall...
Well...

Hoping for a smooth, fruitful 2010 ahead!

Life juz could nvr be the same I guess...

*ROAR*

Insomnia...

2010-01-25T03:25:00.002+08:00

Been experiencing insonmia...

Tired and Stressed???

Watever, life juz continues, planet keeps evolving, no time waits...

No motivation?
Lost?
What am I really looking for?

I dunno.

Nice version of 21 Guns...

2010-01-25T00:38:00.012+08:00

21 Guns by Green Day ft. American Idiot Cast

Enjoy~

Conclusion for 2009...

2010-01-10T19:50:00.006+08:00

Summary for 2009...

1) Graduated from Ngee Ann Polytechnic
2) Gotten my Driving Licence a.k.a. Class 3 [Manual] (1 time passed!)
3) Gotten my Motorbike Licence a.k.a. Class 2B [less than or equal to 200 CC] (1 time passed!)
4) Indirect Tax Associate in an Accounting/Auditing Firm
5) Fewer visits to Tan Tock Seng Hospital for my health condition [Sec 3 end till now,guess it's about 4yrs+...]

Think that's about it...
5 Main points for Year 2009...

There goes 2009,here comes 2010...
I've not plan my 2010 resolution, maybe Lunar New Year then I get them ready bah...=X

That's all~

Take care my friends,goodbye all~

*P.S. Grandma was admitted into Singapore General Hospital again... Hope she's ok this time round... Haiz...

Cycle...

2010-01-03T01:45:00.002+08:00

Cycle...

I've lotsa friends, then I don't, then I do, then now, think shld be don't...

Life through stages, stages through brain, brain through waves, waves through knowledge, knowledge through life and all back to the cycle again...

Grandma has discharged from SGH...
Love and pain for her.

Bought my mum a pair of Adidas shoe, it's ex but it's worth the buy since she's happy.
Bought chicken essence for my grandma, she looks much better today.

Gonna be a working day for me later, brought work home to do...

Wanna get a haircut too, wanna dump the 2009 me and preparing for a 2010 me...

I'm facing a brand new year and new challenges...

Perhaps, cut all emotions would make me walk further.

*Prince Jac is just a pathetic cancerian with family and other emotional issues to obstruct the path ahead.

I see no light, I am seeking and finding my way out, soon I will see, after I reach out to you, my light.

Sometimes,it's your friend who truly DO NOT understand you...

2009-12-31T00:37:00.006+08:00

Sometimes, it's your friend who truly DO NOT understand you...

Well...
Some people just like to befriend others and act or pretend in front of the rest he/she are your best friend even you does not ever acknowledge that.

A friend who does not understand you, who does not hear you, who does not see the importance of you and who does not believe you, then what's the point of acknowledging he/her as your friend?

An answer can be repeated again and again yet nothing has gotten to that person, and what's the use of repeating?

That's minor, worse is, if this friend keeps thinking of replacing you, making your other friends become his/her friend, making jokes (not funny at all) to make you feel lousy/irritated, so tell me, WHAT'S THE POINT TO GET THIS KIND OF FRIEND TO SPOIL YOUR MOOD???

I never know I have a friend like that, not to say "Best Friend".

So, do not see thing in their appearance, people can just pretend to be best friend of others without having the basic aspect for that particular friendship--Respect for others.

If I never ever admit that you are my best friend, please do not ever go to that extend to be so thick-skinned and be proud of saying understand me etc, do not make me spoil the image that you have created in view of others.

Grandma was admitted into hospital...

2009-12-28T03:12:00.001+08:00

Grandma was admitted into hospital...

These few days just couldn't be anymore sadder...

Wasn't that good of a X'mas...

2009-12-28T02:56:00.003+08:00

Wasn't that good of a X'mas...

Was quite sad this X'mas...
Had loads of work waiting for me yet I'm reluctant to start any of them.
I know I couldn't meet the deadline but I just can't help it.

Went for X'mas celebration at my aunt's house.
As expected,not really a pleasant one.

I'm just like a rubber band,being stretched to the max and gonna snap anytime.

Tears did roll down my cheek,I don't know why.
Maybe is the beer that do the work,or maybe are the statements made by my relatives which sounds a bit...,made me a little work up...

Was feeling poor these few days.
Yea.
Totally no mood,feeling lost,I don't even know what I really want.
Even going out with friends,I'm also just like putting up a show,wearing a mask to hide myself.

It's tiring.
Nobody would ever know,nobody would ever understand,nobody would ever find me.

Prince Jac is lost in this piece of land,alone,with tears in the eyes,nothing came to the mind,all things became the obstacle,blocking the view ahead,leaving darkness all behind.

Got my Class 2B License on 17 December 2009!!!

2009-12-18T21:42:00.004+08:00

Got my Class 2B License on 17 December 2009!!!

1-time pass!!! ^^v

So so so happy ytd...

I applied Annual Leave to go for the bike test (ytd)...

Was raining heavily ytd,everyone was wearing raincoat and ride in the rain...
Visibility was a little impaired plus the road was wet,I'm just so glad I passed!
Got 12 demerit points though...

So heng!

4 points (2 X 2 points) for incorrect posture and 8 points (1 X 8 points) for causing other vehicle(s) to take evasive action...

LoL...

On the spot gt my license endorsed...(I already gt my driving license,so juz need to label another Class 2B's description on my license...=X)

Warm-up round started at 7am,already raining heavily then...
8am briefing plus half hr break...
9am wait for testers...
Then start test,waiting for bike,first 30-40ppl go first,subsequently,the rest juz wait for bike to come back,then we juz take n go...
Everything ends at ard 11am...

Throughout the whole session,it's pouring cats and dogs,nvr stop at all lo...
Sian,in raincoat,warm n perspire like mad...=X

After we are all done,we went to the classroom to wait for result...
Those number tag being called out meaning failed...

Was so so so anxious throughout the whole session since morning,I've been visiting the toilet frequently lo...=/

Heng in the end, both my bro n me passed!

Those who kanna immediate failure or more than 18 demerit points de juz say bye bye...
The rest remain-ed in the room to watch a video n everything ended with "The Safe Rider's Pledge"...

Then we were also being offered to pillion ride from SSDC-AMK to their new-under-construction-centre at Woodlands...
P-plate instead of L-plate,no more arm guard,knee guard...
LoL...=X

Cool experience~
Cos finally as the rain stops after lunch time,think ard 12pm,n while we set off to Woodlands,it rain-ed again!=X
Seemed like God is trying to convery the msg,"Drive slower,drive safely..."

However,I've made an embarrassing and dangerous mistake,made me feel so so so dun worth the license...=X
Haiz...

Everything ended at ard 3plus 4pm...
Was feeling really tired and abit sick cos keep getting myself wet and dry and wet from the rain n my persiration...XD

But was in good mood lah!
Haha...

Oh,most imptly,really,I learnt much from the instructors,appreciated them all!

I starts to miss the instructors and lessons sia...=X
LoL...

After I gt home,tried to call Singtel ppl to settle something,the service officer wan me to go Woodlands,n I rushed down to Woodlands' post office to settle the case yet it was closed when I gt there...

And after tt I initially wanna collect my bro's laptop at Funan ITmall but I was also late,all n all,I gt home only at ard 8plus 9pm...

Like tt,I wasted nearly half of ytd to travel here n there n get nothing done...=X

Too tired to blog ytd and juz bath,makan n get to bed...

N I'm a little demoralized from work,feel sad and sian abt working...
But I've no choice,do I?
So woke up in the morning as usual,preparing for work...=S

K lah,tt's all for today!
*P.S. Shall settle those issues that I havent done with Singtel and get the laptop back tmr...=X

Prince Jac's time is always kinda fully booked,pack with all miscellaneous stuffs,causing Prince Jac to feel sick n tired of life...=/

Accident-Broken leg

2009-11-28T04:20:00.003+08:00

Accident-Broken leg...

I gt a news today saying my cousin got into an accident and broke his leg.
Sent to Changi General Hospital for operation and more operations to come after tmr...
Well,I haven gt the chance to c him,will pay him a visit tmr after my bike lesson...

N ya,he rode a bike and a taxi actually knocked him down.
Fault on taxi driver.

Actual story I am not clear,gt info here n there from relatives and hopefully he's alright.

I guess I am aunties and uncles' favorite...
I look friendly? Noob? Easy-to-cheat-aka-Honest?

When I took taxi(alone) to clients' place or back from clients' place,almost near 90% of the taxi drivers tok to me,I dunno y.

Some told me their daughters... some told me regarding Singapore's govt... some told me their travel experience... some told me those building in Singapore,design and programme... and some even out of nowhere asked me where gt durian and/or rambutan tree...=.=

N those who wanna ask for direction, also asked me instead of my frenz beside me...=.=
Not once but quite some times...=.=

Then those uncles and aunties like to tok to me lo,I dunno y...

Those uncles or aunties who seated beside me on bus,MRT or even at bus-stop...etc tend to tok to me,n main point is most of them tok NON-STOP...=.=
(There are usually not only me,but they juz turn to me to chit-chat...=.=)

For the past few mths,been encountering cases like the above...
I dunno wat to say~

LoL...

Conclusion:
Prince Jac LOOKS KIND and IS KIND...=X
Prince Jac LOOKS HELPFUL and IS HELPFUL...=X
Prince Jac LOOKS FRIENDLY and IS FRIENDLY...=X

Wahaha...

Prince Jac thick-skinned day! XD

*Pray hard my cousin is okay, hope his injuries would not affect his future and walking abilities cos the last msg I heard was tt his bone was broken and really poked out of his body,being visible to the surrounding ppl (white bone and blood seen)...

Did something dry...

2009-11-24T03:34:00.006+08:00

Did something dry...

Went to ChunHui a.k.a. Rose's house to help her celebrate her birthday...
To think me alone, actually carried a chocolate mousse cake from SengKang to Yishun...

All n all,though things didn't go as smoothly as I thought,I still got her the cake n made her eat the cake...

Dry part was I actually stood outside her house n waited for more than 45min! (I forgt how long I've waited...)
Think from 9+pm waited till ard 10.45pm lo...

Reason being,she's on call and I was being asked to "WAIT"...=X
LoL...
Finally I stepped into her hse n in the end I left Yishun at ard 11.45pm,and got home at ard 12.30am...=X
Memorable huh...
Haha...

*Fainted*

And the next day when I'm having my course, I was so so so sleepy,din get anything in my head...
Sian...XD

Not like Steph,much more cooperative, n she looked surprised tt time when on birthday,too,I bought a strawberry light cheesecake to her house at night to give her the surprise...XD
(Rose look not tt happy,I also dunno how to say,she gt the look like I went to her hse at the wrong timing like tt...XD)

N Happy Birthday to Hui Min (23 Nov'09), shared cost with another colleague to get her a really BIG Hello Kitty Cushion,hope she like it! =)
(It's bigger than her office seat o...XD)

Lastly,Happy Birthday to Sis Yumin...
LoL...

Oh man,I juz realised tt I've gt a whole list of friends whose birthday falls on November...
Too many for me to list (Guess more than 30 of them...=X) and wish them a Happy Birthday! ^^
(If I nvr rmb wrongly,I did sms everyone of them on their actual birthday...^^v)

*Birthday is a special day to everyone,give it a thought,you are special especially tt particular day,cos it's one and only...

*P.S. Prince Jac is seeing doctor at Tan Tock Seng Hospital again on 24 November 2009! On leave...=X It's been years and I'm still seeing tt doctor...=.=

As we grow older, we have fewer friends?

2009-11-12T23:01:00.003+08:00

As we grow older, we have fewer friends...

N I mean true frenz...

Cancerians are mostly more sensitive/moody/emo (Not all but I guess most of them are)...

Friends broke up becos of maybe harsh words, maybe poor behavior,maybe conflicts of interest...etc

N now,who really cares?

I shall go to slp.

Take care all my Hi-Bye Frenz...
Take care all my True Frenz...

Nitez...

*Prince Jac's mind is not working a long time ago,Prince Jac acts weirdly and dun expect much...
This is a ruthless world...

Fell asleep not?

2009-11-09T03:38:00.004+08:00

Fell asleep not?

Insomnia...
Doesn't seem to be that simple...

Perhaps,it's me who doesn't want "Tomorrow" to come.
My mind just can't rest, can't bear to say goodnight to "Today".

Is it that I don't want to sleep cos I don't wanna wake up in the morning facing "Monday" and say,"Go to work,Jac..."?

In anyways, there's no excuse for me not to go to work.

Feeling blue today...=/

看来维持友情是件不易事呀。。。

2009-11-02T01:56:00.005+08:00

我的事好像与你无关吧？少烦人了。。。

很多事我已经听到了，知道了，但改与不改是我的事，多说就变得不是关心，是多余的唠叨。

是朋友就应该了解，也就无需一而再，再而三的重复令人讨厌的话。

可能是忙碌，也许是彼此前面的道路不同，让曾是朋友的两人，少了点共鸣。

如果没话说，那就别说，少说废话，耳根也会清静点。

察言观色也是努力了解对方（朋友）的象征。

别把自己想得太高，小看他人，也无需常常把学业和工作拿出来谈。。。

那不仅刺耳，也把友情实际化，像是在比较谁有比较高的成就，听了就烦，厌倦。

朋友难道不是心灵上的寄慰吗？

看来维持友情是件不易事呀。。。

Swee Teng's 21st birthday chalet!

2009-10-25T03:09:00.006+08:00

Swee Teng's 21st birthday chalet!

Happy birthday to Swee Teng! (P.S. Happy birthday to TS too,though I wasnt invited to his birthday chalet...but it's ok...haha...)
Went to her chalet juz now...
Shared cost with JM,HX,YM,KY,Wil...etc ppl to get her a Polaroid cam...

Fun and enjoyable night...
Saw quite some HI! Clubbers...

Cool!
Frankly speaking,long tym nvr miggle with them...

Haiz...

Now really hope can go back to sch life...
I dun really wanna grow up sia,too much burden to carry now already,not to say in future...

$$$ and more $$$ needed for my family...
Tired life.
Real sick n tired...

K lah,I go slp le...
I dun wan to think anymore...

*Avoiding,struggling to escape from life and yet again,facing it after waking up from a dream.

Eat Cockroach...=S

2009-10-03T00:02:00.006+08:00

Eat Cockroach...=S

Had my lunch with my colleague,JL,on 30 Sep'09...
At near One George Street there de hawker, it's not really a hawker but it's those kind of shop tt sells only drinks and zhu chao kind...

The shop name is "Golden Cafe", all the staffs wear same polo tee with logo and name "Jin Ka Fei"...

And so I ordered Hor Fun...
After I had almost finished my Hor Fun, I happened to see this mini cockroach in my plate.

"HELL" was wat come to my mind.

As I am already more or less done with my meal, so I did not complain.
Juz left after my colleague was done.

Keep curse and swear and keep toking abt it after I've left that shop,juz felt very disgusted.
Gt myself a can of herbal tea,wash my mouth after tt and tt's it.

Mocking by JL and colleagues (back in office) ended that particular disgusting day.

Treat from our Director!

2009-09-27T01:39:00.003+08:00

Treat from our Director!

Our dept gt a treat from our Director on 24 Sep'09 at Si Chuan Dou Hua Restaurant,6oth storey...

Reason being, she juz gt promoted as our Director from a senior manager if I'm not wrong.

LoL...

Cool and all...
Boss brought his own Martell Cordon Bleu Cognac (if I nvr rmb wrongly) tt day...XD

Had a little with boss tt day,much more smoother than Chivas,but the smell is much more stronger I think...
Or maybe cos we (almost all who seated the same table with boss) drank it without anything other than ice and maybe ice water...

Wahaha...

Heng drink a little only,and some more tt day is Thur night lo,the next day we still need to go work de lo...

LoL...

Next day headache...=.=
Think cos I almost nvr slp tt night lo,worrying abt my work,n the next day morning woke up at 5am,gt office at ard 7am and the rest of the day were at client's place...

From client's place can c F1 practices lo...XD

Cool!

And and, I saw a bar with a quote I think quite interesting (Something like the following):
"We insists that the best way to nurse a hangover is to keep drunk..."

Haha...Nice huh? XD

Tt's all for today!
Jya...
Take care all!

*P.S. Busy like a bee...=/

Sick and Tired?

2009-09-16T04:32:00.003+08:00

Sick and Tired?

The urge to cry fills me up the night.
The tears flowing out doesn't clear much of my mind.
Perhaps,perhaps.

Maybe,it's time.
Maybe,it's me.
Maybe,maybe,it was just me,I'm starting to get sick and tired of this kind of life.

No worries,I'm just a normal human being who tries to escape from life once in a while.

OT at home,how silly.
Yea,I'm silly.

I'm pulling myself together now.
Slacking, heck my work aside.

Quote of the day:
"We create like GOD, we work like DOG and that's what made us ROCK!"

Mercedes Cab SHA 8888 C

2009-09-15T00:40:00.003+08:00

Merz Cab SHA 8888 C

Got on this Merz cab on Saturday when I end my bike practical lesson...
Cool car plate...

LoL...

Happy Birthday to Stephanie!
Now then I realized that Blogger has a cake too, blogger also 15Sep'09 birthday??? XD

Haha...
K,gotta do my work already...=/

Busy like a Bee...

Everyday OT yet no OT pay,wat's tt man?
It's my job. =X

Fine...
Gtg...

Take care all!
Bye~

Sometimes When We Touch...

2009-09-12T02:10:00.001+08:00

Sometimes When We Touch...

Love Olivia Ong's version of "Sometimes When We Touch"...
It's really nice...

*Now the blog-song you hearing is her version of Sometimes When We Touch...

I think if not wrong, the originator was Dan Hill...

Well well,nice! ^^v

Made a new spec juz now...

2009-09-07T00:39:00.005+08:00

Made a new spec juz now...

Went to make a new pair of spec...
Then I realized that my old pair of spec originally was in wrong degree,no wonder when I see far things,they are all still unclear...

So I make a new pair of spec...
This would be my 4th pair,frame-less.
R-1.75, L-2.50
No transition,no nothing.
Cost $230

Yea,$230!

I feel kana con when I gt home...=.=
I was thinking if I can cancel this order now lo.
Seriously like nothing special and still need cost $230!

Faint...

My first pair of spec was made when I'm 16,R-0.5,L-0.75,only $39 (kiddish).
(Location: Spectacle Hut)

My 2nd pair of spec was made when I'm 17,R-1.50,L-1.75,ard $130 (normal).
(Location: Ngee Ann Poly)

My 3rd pair of spec was made when I'm 19,R-1.50,L-2.00,$200 (those NS frame but with transition).
(Location: Hougang, neighbouring area, I'll nvr go back again cos of low quality, cheat my money!)

My 4th pair of spec was made juz now,R-1.75,L-2.50,$230 (nothing special but frame-less).
(Location: Hougang, neighbouring area, near the spec shop of the above stated but diff shop)

Sian lah,I really think I shld not have spent on it leh...

How???
OMG...=/

Broke.

Gigantic White Python

2009-09-02T23:28:00.002+08:00

Dreamt of a gigantic white python the night before yesterday's.

Actually I'm not sure if it's python, but it's definitely a type of snake...=X

I dreamt of 4 diff scenarios, each is not associate with the others.
Weird...

I rmb them in the morning after tt night, however, now I barely rmb:

My first dream was regarding my mum;
My second dream was related to the white python;
My third dream was on my brother;
N the last dream was about my mum n bro...

Weird enough, I've forgotten the story but I rmb tt the gigantic white python was extremely beautiful, shining white kind and showing its poise like never before...XD

Real cool!

Haha...

Come to think of it, I have nvr really seen a white python before (even on tv), why would it appears in my dream???

Well well...

Been bz with work these few days, almost everyday was out to client's place, n when I returned to office after working at client's place, it's already ard 6.30pm and I continued to follow up on my other cases...

I'm juz fully occupied by work...even when I gt home...=.=

Wasnt haven gd slp/rest either...

Stayed up today cos need to go burn those joss stick (incense) and paper for Hungry Ghost Festival after mid-night...

Riding in the rain + Flu = Real Sick...

2009-08-29T16:04:00.001+08:00

Riding in the rain + Flu = Real Sick...

I was down with flu since Thur.
Never visit the clinic, but I took flu medicine. =X

And I had my bike lesson this morning.
Who knows, it rains...=.=

It's the first time...

Hmm...
Failed to proceed to practical lesson 5, was still at practical lesson 4b (formerly known as pract 5 but syllabus changed so it's know as pract 4b now...)

Was quite sian,but it's not the real test, only assessment.
From the whole assessment, my demerit points was only 4pts lo, but cos I din managed to see the instructors' hand signal to move and I kana immediate failure...XD

It's ok lah, I was sick before I came for the assessment and I'm prepared to fail today, but after today, I know tt I'm doing quite fine for the stages...=X

Overall, I'm doing quite fine for my this first practical 4b lesson...

I guess I'll be able to pass on the 2nd try bah...=)

Tt's all for this week, been chionging for work, also gt work till 9.30pm and later, mundane work life...

Take care all!
Jya~

We are not born to do everything.

2009-08-08T22:37:00.001+08:00

We are not born to do everything.
That's why we've got different people taking up different jobs,serving different purposes in life.

There's so many things out there for me to learn,there's definitely much more than what I know and/or believed.
It is impossible to do or learn everything with the limited lifespan.

Could there be one day I'm satisfied with how I live my life through?
That could be the day I persuaded myself to be satisfied,in consideration of my last breath.

Grave n Tomb,Life and Time,Intelligence and Talent.

Noone born with everything he or she needs or knows.
We are born to explore,to learn,to know and to gain when we deserved it.

No wrong or right.
"Right" may merely be what the majorities out there believed in and excluding the minorities who are then considered being the "Wrong"...

Everyone has got mainly 2 sides from what I see (there could be more...) and it's usually,either the "Kind" or the "Evil".
There's nothing wrong,we are just either one we wanted to be,depending on what we choose in the different situation we were set in.

From where I stand.
I stood still.

I see clear blue sky and the starry night.

*P.S. I've nothing makes sense to others but Prince Jac up here.

I love the JOB,it's the WORK I hate.

2009-08-08T00:00:00.001+08:00

I love the JOB,it's the WORK I hate.

Been working late this week...
Reaching home ranging from 8pm till 11pm.

Yes,11pm!
Stayed at client place till ard 9.30pm (Jurong) and gt home (SK) at 11pm...=/
Main thing is cannot claim OT.
N everyday was kinda mentally tortured by senior...=X

Oh man...

Got to do my work now,even it's a break (weekend)...

Btw,today went to do voluntary work,help old folks clean their hse...etc
Meaningful day.
Other than work,it's nice for KPMG to organize this kind of event for us (employees). =)

After tt went back to sch for HI Club Closing Ceremony and it's nice to c many ppl with passion in learning sign language n to pass it on except for some.XD

Tt's all for today,go watch Da Vinci Code liao then do work.

Jya...

*Prince Jac started to explore a NEW Prince Jac.

NDP Preview and The Arena...

2009-07-26T05:02:00.004+08:00

NDP Preview and The Arena...

Meet Yuan Qin (My Gal) at Cityhall and after our lunch/dinner,we head to Marina Bay for NDP Preview...
Cool!

I nvr knew how much I love Singapore,Singapore is juz so GREAT!!!

This preview was not at all a disappointment,it's splendid!
Or is it that I dun really get the chance to watch NDP in the past making this particular year especially nice?! XD

Well well,everything ends at ard 8.30pm then following the crowd,we found ourselves at Raffles City.
Meet up with YQ's fren,Lifen n Weixiong(shld be correct,cos I also first time saw him...XD).

There after,we cab to The Arena...(Cos YQ works there...=X)
Joined Lifen's senior(Cynthia,Dunman and Ah Chai...I shld have gt their name rite bah...XD) there...

I had a glass of Chivas with Coke n left at ard 11.30pm...
Gt home at ard 12+am...

Quite fun,I like the live band there,gt to know new game n ppl also...

Then I realized that I drank Lifen's glass too,when I lost the dice game...
Oh man,I dun share drinks/food (saliva) de...
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEYER...

Sh*t

Drank lots of water to "wash" away the saliva when I gt home...

Was so so so RED today!
Wore RED polo-tee to NDP,and after drinking(changed to black-tee then),I'm totally RED...>.<

K lah,I go slp le,ltr still gt Bike lesson...(Tt's y I left at 11.30pm lo,but I ended up slping *early* still...=X)

Take care all!
Bye~

*Prince Jac wanna go Borders ltr,who wanna tag along? XD

Thks Bro!

2009-07-19T19:54:00.002+08:00

Thks Bro!

Treated me dinner as my birthday gift juz now...

*Something that ain't made clear through words can be conveyed through actions. =)

Belated Happy Birthday to Me!

2009-07-19T16:32:00.005+08:00

Belated Happy Birthday to Me!

Well,this day was considered a happy event for me somehow,finally.

Yesterday,belated birthday.

Went out to Bras Basah Complex with Rosalind,shop 2nd-hand-bookstores,Art-Friend,POP Central...etc

After which,head to Steph's hse,n I overslept and missed the stop,then took a roundabout to get to her hse finally.

A surprise for me there and I'm really glad!
A tiramisu,nice!

Then Steph drove us to Changi Airport (hmm,she juz gt her licence not long,but,quite safe lah...=X) to send Carol off to Sydney...

Then we head to Suntec for K session,sang till 3am n Steph drove us home.

Really thks Rosalind,Steph and Rose,u all really made my day!

K lah,slacking at home,watching shows...

Take care all! ^^
Bye~

*P.S. Prince Jac wanna study overseas too...=/

Happy 20th Birthday to me.

2009-07-17T21:39:00.002+08:00

Happy 20th Birthday to me.

Today is my birthday.

Thanks Princess Huimin for the customized bookmark!
Thanks Kaiyun (Moo moo/ibu) for the dinner treat!
Thanks all those who sms/msn/call me to greet me...

Wasnt a good day today.
Frankly,it's LOUSY today,at work.

No mood to celebrate by the end of the day when I left office at ard 7.45pm and I called off my birthday celebration tonight.

Yea,I,called it off.
-Sorry.

Really of lousy mood today,only wanna come back home,slp n forget abt everything.
Thanks Princess Huimin.

*P.S. Prince Jac juz need to work harder.

Happy Birthday My GF!!!

2009-07-14T22:49:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday My GF!!!

Happy Birthday to U,
Happy Birthday to U,
Happy Birthday to Yuan Qin,
Happy Birthday to U!

^^

Hope u like the Strawberry CheeseCake tt I've made specially for U! ^^v

*P.S. Today worked till 8pm,very tired...(Unofficial Rule NOT to claim OT...Sian...=.=)

Take care!
Bye~

Juz My Luck...

2009-07-10T21:03:00.003+08:00

Juz My Luck...

This week wasnt tt pleasant...
Was being said/advised by my senior...
Can c tt my senior was disappointed by my performance lah,n I know I need to buck up...

Sad sad...

Sian...

Side track a little...

Bought contact lens(monthly) last Sunday,but I'm still not used to it,wore only for 2 days and I gave up...XD
My left eye keep giving me prob,I spent quite some time to fix the len in and at least wasted 20min...

My right eye is ok,I juz put n it's in...XD

But overall,I juz dun feel comfortable with lens in my eyes,I prefer spec...=X

Juz tt I think I'm going to spec shop to request to change len and retain the frame cos I like tt frame,n meanwhile I'll have nothing to put on for clear vision,tt's y I go make contact lens de lo...

It's not too ex bah,$10 per pair,per month...=)

K lah,tt's all for this week...

*P.S. Thanks Princess Huimin for the encouragement! ^^

2nd Time Drinking Chivas...

2009-07-04T01:55:00.002+08:00

2nd Time Drinking Chivas...

Went to K Box @ Marina Square,with colleagues and boss...
A treat from those who-gt-promoted to us and also to act as a welcome treat for us,3 new recruits...=X
(I'm juz one of the new recruits...=X)

We've gt the VIP room...
Where buffet,pool table and also karaoke are all in the room...^^
But hor,the room we've gt today,really nt tt big,most stuffs were like cramped tgt like tt...=/

Din really sing until most ppl left(at first gt ard 20 over ppl),see remaining 7ppl liao then I kinda start singing...=X
Sang 2 songs tt I've wanted,the rest is juz sing without mic or juz anyhow use mic join the rest who are singing...=X

Drank some Chivas with boss and also my colleague,Michelle...

Not drank,no worries,drank little nia,juz maybe face become very very red and warm,almost my whole body was red and warm lo...
(When I went to take train with some colleagues,they say even my neck was red then I realized how red I am...=X)

I also became more talkative and high after drinking...=X
Haha...

But I think now is kinda the low tide liao,I gonna slp after watching my anime...

Take care all!
Bye~

*Thanks Princess HuiMin...^^

I'm not a drinker...=X

2009-06-28T00:35:00.002+08:00

I'm not a drinker...=X

Ytd during meeting,boss brought up the issue of treat to K Box...
Blah blah blah and he come to a point when he wanted to know who drinks...=X

He say I look like one of those who drink liqour...=.=
I dun drink,nvr drink before lo...
Perhaps only once at Halo Bar with some Hi Club frenz,I drank a bit of Chivas,mixed with Coke/Green Tea tt time...=X

Haha...

Do I look like a drinker?
XD

Well well...
I went for dinner with my gf at Bugis,then see her off to work...

Then after tt went home...

Tt's all,I go watch animes and drama already...

Jya...
Take care all! ^^

Addicted to Twilight...

2009-06-25T00:08:00.003+08:00

Addicted to Twilight...

Finished the first book of the series...
Spent few hours after work to read it each day and...

Frankly speaking,I nvr tot I would finish the book in the first place,but...
I did,and in quite a fast pace,to me...
Spent ard 2-3hrs each day,starting from Sat till juz now,less than 15hrs,I finished the book...

*Thumbs up*
(For the story...^^)

The language used wasnt too difficult (wasnt that chim somehow),it's easy to read and understand,though some words might have been appearing a bit frequently,a little lack in the choice of words being used as compare to some of those novel out there but the story/plot was just too splendid and awesome!!!

There's a growing interest in continuing the series...

Tip my hat to Ms Stephenie Meyer...=X

And I'm so so so interested on proceeding to the 2nd book while I guess it's time for me to go to bed for tmr is still a working day...=X

Jya,take care all!

Quote for the day:

少说些废话，多读点好书

Bought "Twilight" series ytd...

2009-06-20T12:59:00.003+08:00

Bought "Twilight" series ytd...

Twilight
New Moon
Eclipse
Breaking Dawn

Not much this week.
Still learning.

*P.S. Prince Jac wanna watch "Drag me to hell " !!!

Insomnia,heck...

2009-06-13T03:31:00.003+08:00

Insomnia,heck...

Was having insomnia even till now,2 weeks.

Heck it.
Shall buy sleeping pills...

Going on a movie ltr,with Xiu Juan...
Happy.
(Free movie ticket from company)

Muz thks my senior/colleague,ML,cos she offered me her tickets de...
(The registration for getting the free ticket was last mth if not wrong,but confirm is b4 I enter the Co. de,so by rite,I've gt no chance to watch the movie de,so wanna thks her!)

Also wanna thks Princess HM! =)
LoL...

Will be going to c her tmr too! ^^

K lah,tt's all...
Take care all...
Bye~

*Prince Jac has no desire to become the breadwinner of my family at the age of 19 (or shld be even earlier). But that's not up to me. I had to.

Why are they telling me not to be stress???

2009-06-09T20:43:00.000+08:00

Why are they telling me not to be stress???

2nd week,2nd day at work...
Was being told by many colleagues not to be stressed...

I wonder,do I look stressed when work?

Cos I nvr say anything when given work to do eh,I also dun think I look stress eh...
But funny is,almost everyone who gave me jobs to do told me the same thing...

"Are you ok? Don't be stressed ah...etc"

I'm fine leh...

Haha...

It's when XJ told me that maybe I'm stressed but I dunno only...XD
Maybe...=X

Was feeling much more better this week bah...
Haha...

Take Care all!
Bye~

Ms X and Prince Jac...

2009-06-09T20:25:00.007+08:00

Ms X and Prince Jac...

Recap-ed on some sms-es when I was trying to clear my mobile's Inbox and Sent juz now...

Tell me how u all feel abt the tone of the sms-es,were they rude???
I think my replies were ok leh when I c now...=X

Here it goes... (Definitely word for word,I nvr edit anything,even the Caps and punctuations...)

27 May'09 (Background info...)

X: Jac you go kpmg to work as?
X: Argh. I also want! Omg. Can i go also. Lol. Sian I don't like my current one.
X: Ok but if i want also have to wait till aug. Nvm. I'll try during aug again. See if i can go in. Congrats.
X: My probation till aug. If not i must pay money to agent. 80 percent of your salary. =(
*I guess she mean her pay,not mine.
X: But give you also won't like de. Not good Nvm. I shall wait. =) if my mother strike 4d i sure quit. Lol.

*P.S. For this Background Info section, I did reply Ms X, but I deleted my replies so I dun rmb the full content and I cant tell u all word for word...=X
Maybe u all can come up with/guess the replies I've made...XD

28 May'09 (Actual Offence??? =X)

X: Jac if apply for kpmg just submit the form will do is it?
Jac: Aiya,all info on web,jux go to their web. If free,go to view my latest blog entry,thks.

X: Sorry to disturb you.
Jac: Yes,pls dun ask me anything abt KPMG anymore,thks.

X: Ok i won't ask you anymore. I won't disturb you again. I guess i won't even apply so no worries.

Becos of the above,Ms X was feeling offended eh? =X
I guess ppl who used, Sorry to disturb you, juz won't expect my type of reply yea?

I admit,tt's on purpose.=X

But I already asked u to refer to my blog entry, 28 May'09 entry,where states very clearly that I HAVEN'T START WORK and I DUNNO ANYTHING and even refer u to KPMG's Website,am I wrong? =X

Haha...
Heck,it's irrelevant now...=X

K lah,tt's all,gtg...

Take care all!
Bye~

*Prince Jac juz dun wanna feel in wrong...=X

Insomnia again? Shall I get a doctor?

2009-06-08T21:07:00.003+08:00

Insomnia again? Shall I get a doctor?

Was waking up at 3am...

Tot I'm fine,tot I'm back to normal,yet...
As long as the next day is a working day,I'll wake up at 3am automatically not matter wat time I slp...

Hell...

And after waking up at 3am,not matter how I toss and turn on my bed,I juz cant get back to slp.
Yea,was having some mental prob I guess...

Shall go c doctor if this continues after this week...
Perhaps,I may get sleeping pills bah...

N I feels tt I'm kinda suffering,mentally...

Dunno since when,dunno how to phrase it,dun wan to think already...
Perhaps previously those irritated mood I had was also becos of Ergophobia.

Sorry to all then.
Juz cant control my emotion/mood/tone previously...

Tired le,go slp now...
Tok to u all again...

Pray hard I can slp normally,no more nightmares,no more stress?

*Prince Jac was suffering mentally.
Perhaps those rude and unexpected responses previously were the proof of Prince Jac's poor mental state management.

Pls forgive me,it's juz beyond my control.

Sian...

2009-06-07T02:28:00.006+08:00

Sian...

First time after so long I'm free on weekend...
Not much entertainment,and was sian...

Feel like playing badminton...
Feel like flying kite...
So many things feel like doing...

Suddenly feel like watching the movie,Drag Me To Hell...
Heard it's not bad huh...=X

But I dun usually go for movie de...
Till now,I've watch only 2 movies in Cinema...

-I Not Stupid
-The Number 23

Even for K Box,till now,I guess I've went for less than 10 times...=X

I like to stay in my room with my lappy,but recently was kinda warm and I'm sian...

Haiz...
Now no $$$...
Waiting for pay...

I ended up cycling abt,went Compass Point juz now and saw Michelle (Anlene Operator),accompanied her to wait for her bus and left...=X

Then meet up with my cousin to go 7-11,after tt,chit-chat a bit and back to home again...

I seriously wonder...
I was looking forward to weekends when working on weekdays yet I did nothing today,ain't it a waste?

Well well...
Perhaps,it's juz a way to keep me moving,knowing there's break on weekends...

Random a bit...

I used vulgarities today,for nothing,dunno y,was irritated by the weather and I've gt no where to go and I spout nonsense while facing my laptop...=X
I said the F word once.

I hate ppl using vulgarities,but I'm ok with them as long as the vulgarities wasnt used on me.
N I WON'T USE VULGARITIES...

At most "Idiot " or "Hell " or "Wah Lao " or "OMG " or "GG " or "CMI ".

K lah,tt's all today...

*Prince Jac DISLIKE PPL using VULGARITIES and I shall promise I would not use any,even if it's not on ppl from now on...=X
(Keep it a habit,it's your manner that u are portraying...)

Woooo...Working like an accountant...

2009-06-05T22:08:00.004+08:00

Woooo...Working like an accountant...

Finally,today working like an accountant...
Was being asked to go client place and work...(Out-field/field work)
Haha...

Cool,yet a bit sad...

Why?
-Cos I was being brought to the place and senior left me there,yes,ALONE doing something I'm not familiar with...

Dunno if I'm on the rite track though,anw,my senior say can continue on Mon and I guess I'll ask bombard her qns on Mon bah...=X

Work till 6.30pm today...
LoL...

Overall,it's quite a slack first week at work,perhaps,next week would be very diff and I may say,"Drag me to hell"...=X
Haha...

Jya,take care all...

Not my week?

2009-06-04T22:19:00.002+08:00

Not my week?

It's a forking-out-money-week for me...=/

Was afraid to be late cos waited very long for the bus to MRT station,wasted ard half an hour still did not c the bus...
And so I took cab today...

In the end,was still late for half an hour due to traffic jam on road,shldnt have took a cab,even seniors also say I shld have took MRT,I may be on time...=.=
It costs me $27...=(

Rmb on Tue,I scare I'll be late and I also took cab...
But tt cab fare was $22 and I was on time tt day lah...=X

Then then,received email on a Colleague giving birth liao (she's on leave now),everyone had to fork out 20 bucks to buy hamper and vouchers for her...
It's ok lah,but my this week keep spending $ yet no income...=/

One thing quite funny when I actually think abt is tt,I only c this colleague once,before her leave,n tt time I c her cos she's my interviewer! =)
Haha...

N hor,on my first day,had Korea food with some colleagues,spent $7.50 for a meal...
Quite sian...
To think this week spent $22+$27+$20+$7.50=$76.50 (unexpectedly) when I can actually save it up for other use de...@.@

Sian...

Tok abt this morning when I took cab...

I wasnt able to get a cab for long,then finally board a Premier Cab,then...
I dunno this cab dun accept NETS,so when bill,I was being reprimanded by the driver...

He said,"U shld have ask me b4 u board the cab mah,so now wat? Wan me to fetch u to nearest ATM? Where's the nearest ATM u noe or not? U shldnt have took cab juz now lah,u shld have take MRT de mah,u noe it's $27 not like a few dollars less than the cash u have now leh (I've gt only $12 cash on hand)? Plus gt jam and you will definitely be late for work de lor, u take MRT also faster lo...So now how?...etc"

*His tone is very very angry de...

Idiot lah,I'm the one late for work,I shld be the one upset ok?
In the end I called my fren to bring me CASH to pay to end this case...

Even my fren also asked me,"How come the uncle so fierce de?"
I asked out of curiosity,"How come u know the uncle is very fierce?"
My fren replied,"Cos juz now when u called me to get u money,I heard him over the phone..."

=.=

Even over the phone can also clearly hear him n his tone,c?

I'm angry cos,when the uncle actually know I gt not enough cash,then let me know the fact tt he knew and he's sure I'LL DEFINITELY BE LATE FOR WORK IF I TOOK CAB DUE TO JAM!

Hello! I took cab to Raffles Place,Hong Leong Building during peak hours for the 2nd time only ok? How would I know the jam would be so bad today?-Given that on Tue it's fine...
If I were to know earlier,would I even consider taking cab?

Plus wat's with ur driving skill,keep jerking,I was feeling so bad,nauseous,carsick that I nearly wanna vomit in ur taxi,now think like tt,I shld have vomit man...

I din argue with the uncle at all,juz pay him the money n I even say thk u when I alight ok?
I was juz not feeling well this morning,maybe cos really feel like vomit and I dun wanna spoil my day becos of this,and let it go.

Are u (tt particular taxi uncle) using ur brain or ur backside to think? =X
*Angry*

Forget it,I will not take cab to my working area during peak hour anymore,even if I were to be late.

Seriously rude,no manners,no skill and no brainer taxi uncle.

*Prince Jac was really angry,yet no vulgarities used,at most an "Idiot".

Recap: K Session with KY on 28 May...

2009-06-02T23:17:00.019+08:00

Recap: K Session with KY on 28 May...

Met KY ard 8pm,went to Cineleisure K at ard 8.15pm...
Sang till 11pm...
Had buffet...

Not bad,but seriously,next time,wan to sing dun eat,wan to eat dun sing...
Wasted some time on eating,getting food...etc
After eating too full,sing also very hard...
Sian...=X

Some pictures below...
Here u go:

Overview...=X

Ky's ice Honey Lemon drink...

My warm Honey Lemon drink...

KY also gt another warm Honey Lemon drink for herself in the mid of singing...=X

Group photo...=X

Individual plate photo...XD

Scallop...

Chicken Chop...

Salmon Fish...

(To me not really nice,cos the sauce not nice...=X)

Raw stuffs...

Ate only a piece of raw sotong,the rest nvr touch,KY ate most of the raw stuffs...=X

Not bad...

Normal...

Extra...=X

*We ate alot,but still,we din finish all,really full and especially after singing,eat enough air than food...haha...=X

P.S. Prince Jac was guilty,not becos of the fats but becos of wasting the food...Lesson learnt... Sorry. =(

2nd Day at Work...

2009-06-02T22:58:00.003+08:00

2nd Day at Work...

Finally,after slacking for the first half day,I've gt something to do...
Haha...

Tot today would be late cos I slept at 9pm and auto woke up at 3am and then insomnia...
Forced myself to get back to slp and finally dozed off at 6am,n woke up again at 7.30am...
Scare late for work and flag cab down...
22 bucks gone due to the extra 35% peak hour rate...T_T

Then today work till 6pm,after tt meet Rose at Bishan to buy formal wear and shoe,but,in the end I only bought a shirt...
Then went Mac chit-chat abit and went home...

Took Circle line from Bishan to Serangoon...
Cool,faster than what I expected...
Haha...

Now trying to slp ltr,in case I woke up again after 6hrs of slp.
Very punctual,my body will auto wake up after 6hrs of slp.
o.O

I also dunno y recently keep waking up at 3am and gt insomnia even though I slp latest 9pm...=/
Sian...

K lah,tt's all...
Take care all!

Bye~

*Prince Jac fighting insomnia...=/

A Relax Day At Work...

2009-06-01T15:03:00.002+08:00

A Relax Day At Work...

First day of work at KPMG.
One word to describe--Cool.

Nothing to do though...
Morning went for orientation,gt my own lappy,cable lock,thumbdrive,calculator and pass.
Then was being brought to dept and gt my seat.

I kinda like my seat.
Why?--It's ulu enough.

But then I realized that I'm surrounded by senior managers,managers and it's quite near to boss's office too...
But cos it's has gt walls ard to make it ulu enough,so it's kinda hard to c...XD
Plus plus,I like it as it is very quiet over here...=X

Was being brought ard by a beautiful young lady (heard she was the admin staff) to c some of the managers...
Today dunno is heng or suay,most managers are either out for courses or on urgent leave,so I din get to c most of them...
LoL...

The manager in-charge of me was also not ard,so I was kinda lost today...

Then another lady,dunno who,but she brought me to c the boss,then,the boss allocated a buddy to me,and ya,ard 3pm then I know who's my buddy...=X

Haha...

I kinda like this place,cos everyone looks friendly,but they are busy with their stuffs,so I dun dare to ka jiao them even-though I gt nothing to do...XD

Tt's all lah,shall c how ltr,maybe gt things to do or juz slack and knock off at 5.30pm...=X

Take care all!

*P.S. Prince Jac is not having Monday blues...Haha...=)

Insomnia-6hrs of slp...

2009-06-01T03:24:00.003+08:00

Insomnia-6hrs of slp...

Wake up after ard 6hrs of slp,slept at 9.30pm ytd.
Feel real tired yet it's another insomnia nitez.

Would be starting my first day of work @ KPMG ltr at 8.30am.
But I'm juz wide awake.

Sian...

No idea wat to do,no idea wat to do.
Worries not ending,anxiety not lowering.

Cant keep my cool,cant keep my cool.
Perhaps,juz another Monday blues.

Come wat may,not a big deal.
It's juz another day.

*Prince Jac insomnia-ing.

Quote: Have patience with all things,but especially with urself.

Ergophobia...

2009-05-31T13:25:00.001+08:00

Ergophobia...

Tears...

2009-05-31T02:11:00.003+08:00

Tears...

I dun wan to return to 5yrs back.

Y?
The syndromes are coming back.

Anxious.
Blur.
Brain empty-Stupid.
Crying at night.
Cant focus.
Hatred.
Helpless.
Insomnia.
Irritated.
Stressed.
Tired.

With all these,still barely can control and be normal in front of people.
Was pretending to be cheerful and optimistic in front of people,even family members.
Sometimes,jux use laughters to hide and avoid.

When reached home,it's another me.
STOP ASKING ME FOR MONEY.
No joke.
Sadden feel cant be control.

Watching comedy cant bring me laughter/smile.
Watching comedy bring me tears.

Pls,go away,let me control myself.

DEPRESSION?

Pls,go.

*Prince Jac doesnt wan to think,do not ga-jiao.

Frustrated...

2009-05-30T23:25:00.003+08:00

Frustrated...

Am an idiot!
I've lost an Orange A5 size,Single-Lined Booklet ytd...
I used it to be my organizer/diary de lo,all impt stuffs all write inside,such as contacts,jobs and stuffs...

Shit lah...
Really angry abt myself lah...
Believed to have lost it in Tampines Mall B1 Female Toilet lah...

*ANGRY*

*P.S. Leave Prince Jac alone,stepping on the mine will definitely be no good.

Sorry if I've offended u...

2009-05-29T00:40:00.006+08:00

Sorry if I've offended u...

Change face...
Some ppl do change their face fast,I juz return them the feel tt I've gt from them.

First,X was mocking on Y's result then after tt,X turned into a kind-hearted person to intro Y a job agency for aid in job hunt,n when Y did not go for the agency and gt a better job already,X starts to go after Y for more details abt Y's job...

I am grateful for ppl to intro me job,tt's y,I,in return,tell u all I've gt a job already,not to worry for me.

But another fact was that,I havent start my new job yet,it's on coming mon...
So I also gt nothing abt the Co. I can tell u all,then y ask me?

I also send in resume and fill in the application form that I've gt from the Co.'s web and wait for call to go for interview n stuffs,all by usual way,so wat do u wan me to tell u all?

Of cos I'll ask u all to go to the Co.'s web for details lah.
It's not like I dun wan to help u all,but I really gt nothing to tell u all lor,I'm not the boss,so asking me qns also wun guarantee u all getting the job,and wat others do u all wan from me?

To reply many SAME sms-es a day is irritating,not juz to tt particular someone ok?
Perhaps,those who kana my told-off-sms or buay-song-de-reply were suay lo,sms me at the wrong timing.

To X: U urself already say helping others does not request/anticipate ppl to repay u de,so y are u so angry/disappoint abt? N now then u realise u cant depend on others? It's not too late though,but if u live to rely on ppl,it will only make the ppl ard u tired if u noe...

*P.S. My situation was not as easy as wat u all think ok? I had to handle my family prob and the stress I've to face is not as light as wat u all think. If u all think u all understand me,then u all are definitely wrong.

Yes,I've received most of my fren's help,I'm really grateful that I've u all with me.

But I've gt much of my own problem to settle already,so do u think I would bother with those sms-es that I couldnt reply?

Yes,u all may have see me wrong,but it's not too late to know I'm like tt.
I have no choice,if u were in my shoe,will u not do the same?

I'm willing to help if I can,and I noe helping fren is out of own will,but seriously,give me a break for now,having too many frenz to help at a time can also drain me out,so I juz wanna escape,dun ask me anymore qns.

I really c the importance of u all,if not,I wun post this entry to explain/clarify my difficulties ok?

Sorry for offending most of u,my frenz...

Really appreciate your understanding. Thank u.
N lastly,I'm really sorry if I've hurt u all,offended u all,I'm sincerely sorry.

*Prince Jac's "Help Service" was under maintenance,pls come back ltr.

Stop asking me the same qns!!!

2009-05-28T00:02:00.009+08:00

Stop asking me the same qns!!!

Been receiving sms-es asking me the same qns recently...
It's really irritating to keep repeating wat I've been replying ok?

To those who I've informed that I've found a job already, is to THANK U all for the past job intro which apparently I did not apply to/gotten into ok?

LET ME SAY THIS ONE LAST TIME,

"Ya,I'll be working at KPMG starting from coming Mon,1st June,it's at Raffles Place MRT there,Hong Leong Building ok..."

N lastly,STOP ASKING ME ABT THE PAY AND STUFFS,IT'S MY PRIVACY N IT'S IRRITATING OK?

If you are interested in this job too,pls go to their web and look for details,not look for me.Thks.

Tt's all abt my job. Really thks for your concern,but pls,do not cross the line(over-concern).

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Well,tok abt today.

Accompanied Rozz to PSB Academy today (Tiong Bahru).
Then after tt,she accompanied me to Kovan to have my haircut.

Was being told by the hair-dresser that I have hair loss...
Yea,HAIR LOSS...

Then he hard-sell all those hair treatment products...etc to me...
I bought none.

After having haircut,$20 (Wash+Cut),went to Hougang Mall and after tt went home.
*Intend to juz have haircut only,$9,but I misunderstand what the China Hair-Dresser had said and it turned out to be Wash+Cut...=X

Well well,service was gd still...
Worth the $20...

Tt's all for today...

*P.S.
Prince Jac does not like to report to ppl,does not like being restricted,DISLIKE being over-care-n-concern by ppl.
Prince Jac will share when times comes,not when being requested to. Thks.

Went to sch to get Cert ytd...

2009-05-26T14:18:00.000+08:00

Went to sch to get Cert ytd...

There's a booklet on the names of those who graduated too,but the book given to me was dented de lo,I think the packer juz anyhow throw the booklet inside the paper bag for us lo...=.=

But well again,I graduated.

Haha...

Then after collecting the cert,I went for HI! Club Alumni Song Signing...
Had dinner with KY,YM,Lynette n JM...

Then was having headache after having McSpicy,dunno y...
Sian...

Managed to get home before 12am...

Tt's all for ytd...

*P.S. I received a call from KPMG ytd,asking me to go down to sign contract today(26 May'09) and was told to start work on 1st June,Mon...^^v

Prince Jac was so so so happy!!! XD

Left thumb and right index finger...=/

2009-05-24T00:39:00.004+08:00

Left thumb and right index finger...=/

Sian,cut/sliced/hurt my left thumb and right index finger when working today...
Sad sad...

*Prince Jac in the wonderland...

Juz my luck...

2009-05-18T19:23:00.003+08:00

Juz my luck...

Met bus breakdown ytd,n the passengers were not as usual from wat I c,waiting quietly for the bus driver to give instruction,instead,they actually were shouting,demanding the bus driver to let they all alight...etc

The bus driver is a trainee,beside was a senior bus driver...

The senior bus driver raised his voice to ans those passengers,he said,"If u all wan,I can let u all down,but we haven got instruction from HQ,we cant do anything like issuing u all free ride ticket yet...etc."

Then it's juz less than 5min I guess,there came another bus at the back,n ALMOST ALL passengers(except me and some children I guess) started to SHOUT at the driver,demanding to alight!

N when they board the bus at the back,they all nvr tap,they insist tt it's a free ride...=.=

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Today went for the so-call 2nd round of interview for the company Netpoleon...

N after today,the more I dun like abt this company le lo...=X

I was told to be there by 9.30am for 2nd interview,to c their boss this time round...
(The 1st time was interviewed by a lady,believed to be an accountant...)

Sian thing is the boss forgt abt this interview n he went out already...
Then he rushed back and heng I had to wait for only 30min...

But throughout the whole interview,I dun really like the way the boss ask things and I feel kinda insulted as he said,"Do u do email-ing? Cos I think your language wasnt really that well...etc"

All that he asked was my CCAs,n I need to explain every single one n in detail! =.=
Like ERS,he even ask me,"So u join this CCA cos ur fren were in n u all dun really noe anything abt environmental stuffs rite? If I ask u wat does bio...etc affect...etc, u cant ans me rite?"

Throughout the whole interview,from the way his tone,his facial expression and linguistic can kill all tt little confidence I had...

On my way home,I was like,wah,even interview for this $1400 all-rounder-job(accountant,storeman,customer complain,phone-calling,email-ing...etc) is kinda cmi for me liao,then if those outside higher pay de job leh?

Cui~

连我仅有的小小自信心也被打击得体无完肤了。。。=/
*The criticism pulled the little confidence I had into pieces... =/

Tt's all for today!
Take care all! ^^

2nd Interview???

2009-05-16T20:05:00.004+08:00

2nd Interview???

Received a call from the Paya Lebar de company again...
Is Netpoleon if not wrong...=X

Was told to go to their office again to c their boss...=X
LoL...
Seriously,I not really like this job sia,I think it's abit underpaid for the job scope,then another thing is it is Philippines' Accounting...

Dunno wat to do...
Think will go for the 2nd Interview then c how bah...@_@

Well well...
Sian...=/

*Who wanna accompany Prince Jac to Art Museum?

A Sad Day-15 May'09

2009-05-16T00:36:00.000+08:00

A Sad Day-15 May'09

Meet Steph,Rose,HweeYim & Carol for dinner on Graduation Nitez...

2009-05-13T03:36:00.020+08:00

Meet Steph,Rose,HweeYim & Carol for dinner on Graduation Nitez...

We went to Heeren Shokudo for dinner...

Supposedly meet at 6.30pm de lo...@.@
Heng,I anticipated that Rose,HweeYim n Carol would be late...=X

Cos I dun think the Graduation Ceremony would end early/on-time (Graduation Ceremony starts at 4pm...=X), so I went to meet Steph and reserve seats first...

But in the end,still waited till ard 8.15pm then c them...XD
But is ok lah,cos understandable...
LoL...

K,it's dinner time!

Had Soft Shell Crab Ramen...
Not really nice...=/

Had Ice Apple Vinegar,this drink is quite nice...=X
Haha...

Saw Ben Chua too,his group of fren also went there for dinner...=X
Well...
Shld say Singapore ain't any big...XD

Back to my group of frenz...(Steph,Rose,HweeYim & Carol...)
Long tym nvr chat with them,not updated sia,hope everyone had enjoy life and live happily yea...
LoL...

Oh ya,I also saw some of their graduation photos,saw Ms Quah,she slim down alot sia...=X
LoL...

Well well,back to topic--Dinner...
Some photos here...

My Ice Apple Vinegar...

Quite nice,but also ex lo...=/

My drink still,can c the word "Shokudo"? @.@

My Soft Shell Crab Spicy Ramen...

To me,it's not spicy,instead,it's quite salty and the soft shell crab,too oily and tasteless...=X

The crab ah,I only can taste the oil lo...=X

Overall,I think it's so-so but it surely does not worth it's price lah...

HweeYim's Original Ramen with Chicken...

Heard her saying it's so-so,not really nice...=X

Rose's meal,I dunno wat it is but it's kinda like pizza...=X

Not bad,but I dun tink I would order this for a main dish lo,it's not filling at all to me lo...=X

Prince Jac has gt a big appetite...=X

Steph's curry rice...

Carol also ordered something similar,din managed to take photo...=X

Haha...

Comment from Steph that the curry is like those sold at Supermart that kind,instant curry lo...=X

(At those Jap section gt sell those instant curry cube de...=/)

Tt's all for today...

Once again,Happy Graduation to All~

Lastly,sian thing cos I need to go back on 25 May'09 to collect my cert cos I did not attend today's graduation ceremony...=X

*Prince Jac is happy to receive the letter from Rose juz now,eventhough I may not look like it,but I am seriously happy to know her as my fren...

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To Rose:

I noe you dun like me to name u Rose,but I think it's meaningful cos we noe each other thru this name.

Once,that sense of hatred from you made me curious and then an instinct to keep myself a distance from you in order not to irritate you...

No doubt,in the end,I can c you really treat me as one of your besties,but I'm not someone who will easily express my true feeling or dunno how to express myself or shld I say I'm not someone who know how to react to certain situation,so...

I wanna tell u now,I am glad to know you as my fren.

Seriously,wat I feel all these while is that: I still dunno/dun understand u.

Well,I've tried all I can,maybe it's juz left time to make me understand...

Lastly,may our friendship last,to allow me to have more time to truly understand u ok? =)

And...to have enough time for u all to truly understand me...XD

Loves,

Prince Jac

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Thank you my frenz,who are always there for me.

To all my frenz:

Frenz are juz like stars,they are always there for you yet they may not be seen.

Toast to friendship,toast to graduation!

*Quote for this entry: May I have enough time to understand the true u and vice versa...=X

Today is my Graduation Day!

2009-05-12T17:04:00.002+08:00

Today is my Graduation Day!

4pm...

But I was at home watching shows...
Haha...

To me wat's meaningful is neither the ceremony nor the cert,but is these 3yrs of studies.
I already feel extremely ashamed on my studies le (my results are sucks),I dun c the need to go there n feel the shame once again...
*Avoiding*

Well,it's no matter wat,a happy day,or I suppose a happy day for most ppl,hence...

4 grps of diff fren jio me out for dinner,n...
I've decided to meet Steph n Rose they all...=)

K lah...
I go watch show le,ltr meet them 6.30pm at Heeren for dinner,now still gt time...=X

Take care all!
Bye~
*Happy Graduation Day to Prince Jac*

Job interview...

2009-05-11T16:09:00.003+08:00

Job interview...

Went for job interview juz now...
At Paya Lebar...
I dun think I like it sia...

Cos the pay quite low,but job scope is more than juz an accountant,is plus temporary store man plus customer complain counter...etc
It's a small company,expanding I guess,cos the person told me I'll have to do all these until the company expand n gt full-time store man...=/

Then the pay offered was $1400...
Cos she say this is a very junior job...

One thing I like abt this job is,dun nid to wear so formal,more like smart casual like tt...=X

The person-in-charge says she will contact me again as I told her I only can start work on 18 May...=X
Haha...

Today was raining cats and dogs lah,and I wear formal, so I flagged cab to n fro,total ard $20...=X

Sian sian sian...

*Prince Jac wandered off to wonderland...=X

I dunno wat to do!!!

2009-05-07T19:25:00.002+08:00

I dunno wat to do!!!

Juz as I was saying I wanna start my job hunting,I received some friends' sms-es...
I'm really glad they thought of me when they gt job lobang...^^v

But now I dunno wat to do,gt 2 interviews to go,one on this coming Monday afternoon,the pay was ard $1400...
Another one rite,is a very gd chance,I dunno abt the pay,but there's a requirement which is,I need to study ACCA...
Then I really dunno wat to do...=X

Cos I was thinking,work for 2yrs,then after tt go further studies at SIM or MDIS for a degree like tt...
I nvr consider ACCA cos I noe Accounting is not my cup of tea liao,then I doubt I can finish/pass the course since I heard it's hard to pass...=X

So now,I seriously dunno...

Haha...

Juz gt home from my part-time job today...
Sian...=/

K lah,take care all!
Bye~

*P.S. If anyone of you gt job lobang,preferably full-time permanent job,but temporary or part-time de also can,tell me tell me!!! XD Thks a million! =)

So so so happy!

2009-05-04T18:47:00.003+08:00

So so so happy!

This morning saw this sms from my primary school classmate...
Seriously,if he nvr say he's my primary school classmate,I may not realized that I know him...=X

Wahaha...
But well,he sms-ed me to get my email add,I'm very surprise tt he gt my number lo!
(Cos I only have handphone when I'm ard Sec4 end wor...=X)

Then juz now received his email on the contact list of other classmates...=)
Happy to receive the contact list,hope there's gathering soon...^^

But the contact list is not really complete,hope if anyone is still in contact with those-left-out can pass the email to them or update the contact list wor...

Haha...

*Happy*

K lah,take care all!
Bye~

Looking for a job real soon yea?

2009-05-01T16:34:00.005+08:00

o.O

Looking for a job real soon yea?

Wahaha...
I keep saying I wanna get a full time job,yet,till now no action was taken...=X

Now will really really get prepared to get a full-time job...
Will prepare my resume soon...=X

Well,now juz get life going with my part-time job...
Can so-call upgraded as a supervisor lah,but still earns little,works only weekend,now flexible working hours,so quite ok lah...=X

Really shld get a full time job,but I seriously dislike wearing formal...
Sian...

Slacking at home nowadays...
Anyone wan jio me out,juz contact me...=)
*P.S. But I'm quite broke,so dun go too ex de place...=X

Haha...

K lah,Happy Labour Day to All!

I go watch Jap Drama le...
Sayonara...@.@

Cracking on soon...

Slacking no more?! =X

I Dreamed A Dream by Susan Boyle-Britains Got Talent 2009

2009-04-25T22:03:00.017+08:00

Susan Boyle has gt a really nice vocal...
I'm surprised and also touched while watching/listening to the above video/song...

Her dream: To become a professional singer.

She can do it,can u? =X
She's cool. =)

*P.S. I do not own this video...

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Lyrics:

I dreamed a dream in time gone by
When hope was high
And life worth living

I dreamed that love would never die
I dreamed that God would be forgiving

Then I was young and unafraid
When dreams were made and used and wasted
There was no ransom to be paid

No song unsung
No wine untasted

But the tigers come at night
With their voices soft as thunder
As they tear your hopes apart
As they turn your dreams to shame

And still I dream he'll come to me
And we will live our lives together
But there are dreams that cannot be
And there are storms we cannot weather

I had a dream my life would be
So different from this hell I'm living
So different now from what it seems

Now life has killed the dream I dreamed

OMBD!!!

2009-04-25T21:43:00.004+08:00

OMBD!!!
(Oh My Bad Day!!!)

Sian...

Juz not my day today...=/

Firstly,early in the morning,before I set-off to work,I went to update my bank book...
Who knows,my bank book was being captured into the machine n it nvr come out...=.=

I called the bank's hotline,the operator told me that they will look into it n they will contact me in 3-4 working days time to go to Rivervale Mall's branch to collect my bank book...=/

Sian...
Tt's not it,when I'm having lunch...
I went to the toilet during my lunch break...
N...

My metal-case-wallet (supposingly a cardholder) dropped into the toilet bowl...=.=
I took the whole thing out n washed it...
N after taking the money out n got it washed,I dumped the case...=/

N today supposed to work till 7.30pm,the logistic guy was late n I waited till 8.30pm lo...
Today worked at Tanglin Halt,so by the time I gt home was like 10pm...=.=

Seriously,today is OMBD!!!

*P.S. Tmr meeting KY for dinner...=X

K lah,I got to slp le...

Take care all!
Bye~

Worsen??? =X

2009-04-23T16:11:00.006+08:00

Worsen??? =X

I gt rub my bruises de wor,but looks worsen eh? =X
I also realized that the bruise were swollen wor,but from photo not obvious...
Haha...

See...=/

My bruises turned from reddish into purple-black colour le lo...=/

Haiz...
Clumsy Prince Jac encountering riding mishap...=X
*Choy*

*P.S. Prince Jac is restless yet dunno wat to do,how to do...=(

Lost,Confused,Slacking,Lagging Behind...

2009-04-22T18:54:00.002+08:00

Lost,Confused,Slacking,Lagging Behind...

Was kinda depress these few days...
My bro's stuffs can consider end le...

It's time for me to face my own prob,no more running from reality,no more excuses...

I dunno wat I shld do.
Doubting my own decision.

I cant run anymore,can I?

Slack for 1 mth already...(From looking for a full-time job)

I cant slack anymore,can I?

I lost my heart,
I had a confused mind,
I am tired of slacking,
Yet I juz leave it as it is,lagging behind compared to the others...

Wat shld I do,waking up everyday with those same qns,and I avoid all of them,n spend my day half-heartedly with nothing really in mind...

Tired of life.
Tired to live for the sake of living.
Now,even the tastiest food was juz bland to me...

Life aint tt colourful yea?
My life filled with black n white,n of cos,grey...=/

Anxiety comes to me everyday,I really hope I can do something to it.

Take care all!
Bye,I'm off to surf net ard...

*P.S. Prince Jac is counting days off to the graveyard...

My Bruises...

2009-04-21T22:51:00.010+08:00

My Bruises...

Juz now gt home then realized that even my left foot(near my ankle) also kana bruises...
I rmb cos my shoe also gt trapped under the bike when I gt out and tt's when I gt scratches on my foot,but nvr bleed cos gt wear sock...=X

Other than tt,the bruises near my knee cap,at the side of my left leg,were quite exaggerating...
When I go out ppl keep staring...=.=
Especially when juz now I went to JB...=X

The bruises are very obvious...=/

Both inside n outside of my left leg,near knee cap...

K...

Gt to slp le...

Take care all!

Bye~

Went to JB City Square again...

2009-04-21T22:14:00.008+08:00

Went to JB City Square again...

Went to JB City Square with my bro n PeiLing n WeiSiong(PeiLing's fren)...
We arrived at ard 3pm...

Head to Old Town to have lunch/tea-break...
Cos only WeiSiong having lunch,the rest of us is juz ordered Kaya Toast n drinks...=X

After tt Window shopping for quite some time...
N after tt went back to Singapore...

Quite sian cos,I come back from M'sia,was asked to open my bag to check my stuffs,n prob is...

The "father-n-son" queued in front of me walked passed the system,it actually rang,seriously before I walk through the system already rang lo...=.=
But they walked quite fast n the next moment,the policemen were all looking at me n my bro...=.=

Check check lo,my bag only gt hp earpiece, passport, wallet, key, umbrella, water bottle, tissue, body spray, 'The Newpaper' n 'Spearmint Eclipse'.
Inside my pocket only gt my Ezlink Card n another wallet(metal-card-holder)...

We brought nothing illegal in lo...=)
Neh neh ni po po...=X

Reached Singapore at ard 8pm...

Had dinner at hawker centre near my hse...
Home sweet home...

Some pictures here...

Drinks...
Mine-Orange Smoothies
My bro's-Black Currant Smoothies

My Kaya Toast...
The Kaya is nice,but the bread so-so to a bit cmi...=X

My bro's bread...(Ham n Cheese,not really tt nice cos too salty...=X)

PeiLing's Garlic Toast...
So-so only...

Lastly,this was my dinner,Mee Goreng...
Not bad...=X

Tt's all for today...

Take care all!
Bye~

*P.S. Dunno wan to go for Graduation or not...=/

Had accident juz now...=(

2009-04-20T12:42:00.008+08:00

Had accident juz now...=(

Went for bike practical lesson this morning...
I actually fell with the bike at the speed of ard 45km/h to 50km/h while I'm practicing for the emergency brake...=/
(Emergency Brake is to ride at a speed of 30km/h to 45km/h on WET FLOOR and then brake to come to a stop,with the braking distance of at most 11m...)

Sometimes the instructor wanna save time will also use those hose to "add water" on the floor...=X
As the floor was wet,of cos,as I fall,I also kana lo,almost whole body wet lo...
N cos on the floor,they've gt auto-spray that spray water once in a while to keep the floor wet,the auto-spray actually sprayed onto me (almost directly on my face) when I'm on the ground lo!
Suay...=/

Cos I did not control the front brake n speed well...
The front brake jammed very hard suddenly even though I only press in lightly...=/
After very long break (long time nvr go for bike lesson), today's revision circuit had really been an adventure to me...=X

Heng,with all the gloves, jeans, covered shoe, sock, arm guard, knee guard n helmet,I wasnt injured...
But bruises found on my left leg cos as the bike skid/slide,the bike flipped to the left side,land on top of my left leg...
N my right arm also a bit pain now,think cos of the swing/skid/slide of the bike,it's not tt I hit on my right arm or wat,but it's kinda is my nerve pain,not the bone...

Other parts like waist...etc also pain lo...

Even the crash bar (a.k.a. Engine Guard, Engine Protection Bar, Highway Bar, Bumper) on the side of the bike was also broken!
Can u imagine the speed n weight of the bike?=X

In case you all do not know wat was the crash bar I'm talking abt...

Pictures here...

Individually,this is how a crash bar looks like...

When it was fixed at the front body of the bike... (But mine gt front n back)

This is the close-up look of the crash bar...=X

But heng,I'm alright...=X

P.S. I wore my new pair of jeans lo...Then my bro say my new jeans "dai sai"...=X

Haha...

K lah,tt's all for today,will go JB tmr with Bengawan Solo's In-Charge,Peiling...=)

Take care all!

Bye~

*Dun be like me o,so stupid n clumsy...=X

Working at Tampines 1...

2009-04-19T05:30:00.002+08:00

Working at Tampines 1...

Was working at Tampines 1 Cold Storage ytd...
Stupid Tampines,flooded with people...
Walk also very cramp n slow,seriously can compare to weekends' Bugis,juz that this is gt air-con plus a little more spacious only lo...

Dun understand...
Y Tampines gt so many ppl n y y y there's already 2 shopping mall (Tampines Mall and Century Square),n even created another Tampines 1?

Aiyo...

For all the above,crowded was not the main point,it's juz a situation that increase my level of frustration only...
(I dun like crowded place...)

The main point for this entry is Cold Storage Manager n Staffs...

I'm not their worker lo,they not happy with the setting of my machine n stuffs,keep asking us shift here n there n I even helped them throw rubbish lo...
Mind you,the rubbish is theirs lo,they unload their "Korea Strawberry" n they put those boxes on my stuffs,I still help them lo!

N even the Anlene side de ppl came down to check out n to tok to them,the negotiation is also not very pleasant lo...

Even the promoters for other products at the Cold Storage,also dun like the managers n staffs lo,they did not keep promise de lo...
Example like already agree for u to put ur things here for u to promote n stuffs,before u came had already been mutually agreed,however,when u arrived,everything is different,n YOU HAVE TO FOLLOW THEIR RULES...

Prob is,perhaps the shopping mall is new,the power supply wasnt tt ok,n of cos my machine cant work,after trying 2 other back up machine also...
Suay lo...

Wat the heck lah,cos my machine cant be used at that Cold Storage,I need to wait for my logistics to come n collect all the stuffs n...
The Cold Storage Manager very stupid lo,they say I cant wait at my current set-up place,I need to shift everything on my own to their store...

Funny thing is tt,if I can do bone scan there,y cant I wait there too?
N hor,u noe when I'm moving everything...
I moved my machine,it's in a hard-case-luggage-kind-of -box,n while I'm pulling the machine, I accidentally pushed their stack of basket (for ppl to buy things n put their things inside to shop Cold Storage de...) lightly,which means the baskets juz moved abit nia,n...

I gt say sorry lo,but very soft lah,then their staffs blocking my way (entrance to their store) keep toking to each other,they nvr heard me I guess n one of the staffs (guy) actually said in Cantonese,"Dunno how to say sorry one meh?"

These simple one I still understand,n I was like *&^%$#@!

Pls lah,I nvr knocked down the baskets,n it's not like I gt hurt u or something,at tt moment,it's cos I wan to move away from the 2 of u who were blocking the entrance n tok-to-each-other-like-there's-no-others then I accidentally pushed the baskets lightly de lo,y shld I say sorry to u?

N tt guy who said tt was actually facing me when I'm pulling my stuffs,since u know I wan to move my stuffs into ur store one by one,u also nvr stand aside wat,then I move myself lah...

Idiot n inflexible Cold Storage Managers n staffs!

Pls lah,their store was extremely small n cramp lo...
Then the manager insisted,so ok lo,I shift everything on my own...
Then they wan me to shift also dun wan to lend me trolley n every item is bulky de ok?

Those milk product is by cartons de ok,n there's free Anlene Mugs,also by cartons de ok,then my machines n those disinfectants n stuffs...etc
All not light de hor!
(All too bulky and too big,cant fit into those Supermarket-for-customers-use-de-trolley...)
Wat lo,haiz,there's more juz tt I dun wan to say liao,forgt it...

I seriously wun go there buy things in future de lo!

Forgt it...

Actually today also need to work de,but now dun nid le,cos of this prob,I cant even set up my machine normally for scanning lo...
Only served 27ppl ytd,kana "say" from most aunties n uncles who actually wanted to do the scan but machine malfunction...=/

K lah,I go watch Hong Kong Dramas lo...=)

Take care all!
Bye~

Went out with Rozz on Wed...

2009-04-17T03:27:00.007+08:00

Went out with Rozz on Wed...

Meet Rozz at Causeway Point on Wed evening,ard 4.30pm...
Had dinner n went to Cold Storage n went home after tt...=X

Been slacking all day...

My bro's prob haven settle n I haven start to look for job...
Haiz...

Not really into getting a permanent full-time job at this moment somehow...=/
Dunno y...

But will soon write resume n stuffs...

K lah,following are some photos...

I had Chicken Chop with Rice on Wed with Rozz...
She had Korea Kim Chi Noodle if not wrong...=X

This was the Mutton Soup I had at Bedok Central's Hawker Centre last time...=X

My "hand-made-pizza"...=X
Bread+Spaghetti Sauce+Honey Baked Ham+Mozzarella Cheese...=X

P.S. My msn gt prob I think,I cant start a conversation with ppl,it states,"The following message could not be delivered to all recipients..."
So if anyone looking for me,think sms or call me would be better...=)

K lah,take care all!
Bye~

Prince Jac is growing fatter n fatter n fatter...T_T

Living Standard...

2009-04-14T05:05:00.003+08:00

Living Standard...

There is always an improvement in my living standard I guess...

Haha...
Starting out with clothings...

Those 3-for-$10-shirt-n-pants n those clothings from relatives,till Poly Yr1,had always been my precious apparel...

Till I've gt part-time jobs,better purchasing power,I've "upgraded" in getting those maybe 1-for-$5-shirt (Hang-Ten? Forgot liao...) n those $10-jeans...etc
(Does not own a pair of jeans until Sec 3 or Sec 4,need to get a jean cos of part-time job...=X)

I dun usually buy clothes,shoes...etc,unless I cant fit in those old ones or is for Chinese New Year lo...=X
So tt's kinda y I dun like shopping also,cos I only shop when necessary n I dun like crowded places...
But I'm ok to accompany ppl shopping...

Haha...

Now I've gt much better purchasing power,n...

My shirt now is depend on design then I buy de...
Mostly range from $5-$20 per pc I guess,n jeans is ard $10-$30...
As for bermudas,now I wear de are from Giodano,think is ard $39.90-$49.90 bah(forgot the price liao)...

Dun ask me y my bermudas are more expensive than my jeans,perhaps,it's the timing when I gt them,maybe juz cos tt shop which I bought my jeans from are cheaper? inflation?

Dunno...=X

Shoes,I've gt 3 pairs,2 from Converse (ard $59.90-$69.90 per pair) n 1 from Levi's (also ard $59.90-$69.90 per pair)...
Used to be those $9.90-$14.90 per pair school shoe,then upgraded to max $19.90 shoe (poly yr 1) and after I earned much n I actually can afford those above stated...=X

Slippers,now I've gt 2 pair,cos my slipper keep kana stolen...=/
Now my slipper is ard $4.90-$15.90...
Rmb last time my slipper is only $2-2.90 (before poly)...

LoL...

Actually,my purchasing power is quite flexible,it's juz...
"ALL DEPENDS"

BUT HEY THERE,I EARNED THEM MYSELF.
There's no wrong I think,not that I'm brand conscious,it's juz tt I wanna make myself feel good (using what I earned to get wat I wan...) n I'm into the design,not brand.

Wahaha...

Hmm...

I also dun own a jacket (ard $10) until Sec 4...
I also dun own computer/laptop until Poly yr1 (owned a laptop since then)...=X
I also dun get air-con n my own room until Sec 1...=X

Wahaha...
Kkz...

Now,food!

Heh heh...

U wouldnt believe me tt...

I've nvr eat Mac before Poly yr 1,perhaps,if relatives or ppl treat then gt chance to eat...=X
Nvr eat food from fastfood restaurants before,nvr eat Mac,KFC,LJS,Burger King,Yoshinoya,Pastamania,Swensens...etc before...

N nvr eat before food-from-all-those-tt-u-can-think-of-other-than-hawker-centre-n-sch-canteen...

But I've tried Pizza during Sec 3 bah,cos I work part-time there...=X

During Sec sch,think my 3-meal-also-muz-include-allowances-per-day is $3-$4,n depends,if my parent nvr give me,I'll juz use my savings,n mind tt,it's 3 MEALS,not juz those recess time pocket money o...=/

LoL...

U also wouldnt believe me that I once wished that I can try out all fast-food restaurants when I become "rich"...=X
Now not le,already so fat liao,n also,always thought those food are nice,actually,not really.

Haha...

I think I'm quite famous among my relatives for being poor n stingy...
N greedy maybe...=X
(Always get to hear words from their mouth,now already dun care le...=X)

Cant blame me rite,under this kind of environment where everything have to depend on myself,dad always force me to give him $...etc

Everything I bought are from my savings(pri sch's pocket $) and those I've earned...
N frm those I've earned also need to spare some for family ok?

Most groceries n stuffs are also me fork out de $ ok?
Not to say my own expenditure,cant really blame me rite?

Actually I juz wanna say I'm extremely lucky...
I noe or I think I'm improving n I've gt more than before,much more of what I wan...

I've already "changed" my room,kinda into the way I wanted it to be...
Feeling a bit like live for my own n not for others,a bit significant than before...

Always thought I'm juz a rubbish,whether or not living in the world doesnt make a diff...
Wanna change this little tot I had...

K lah,I go makan breakfast lo!

*P.S. I nvr had the habit to have breakfast before Poly de lo...=X N now trying to change this also...=X

Haha...

Looks like Poly Yr 1 is kinda memorable n meaningful to me yea? =X

Take care all!
Bye~

Prince Jac is trying to lead a healthy lifestyle.=)

Today worked at Bedok Sheng Siong...

2009-04-12T01:14:00.003+08:00

Today worked at Bedok Sheng Siong...

Not much ppl...
Served 75 ppl...

Worked from 9.15am-7.45pm...
Took cab this morning cos I was nearly late...=X
Managed to gt there at 9am...

Heng...

But heartache...
Cab fare-$11.00 (Cannot claim de lo...)

Sian...
But is my fault lah...
Forgt it...=X

Sheng Siong's Manager is nice to us...=)

Very tired...
Go slp le,need to wake up at 7.30am...

Take care all!
Bye~

Outing with Steph n Rose...(My Wife n Ex-Wife respectively...=X)

2009-04-11T23:47:00.022+08:00

Outing with Steph n Rose...(My Wife n Ex-Wife respectively...=X)

LoL...

It's Good Friday n ya,met Steph at Vivo,ard 1pm...

Rose was late lo...(ard 1.45pm)

We then went to Green House Cafe at Vivo to have our lunch...

It's quite worth it actually,average-to-nice but most imptly is it worth its price...=X

We had the value meal of the day,$13.90 Nett,consists of:

1) Soup of the Day (Mushroom Soup)-I dun really like the soup,it's definitely not Campbell and I kinda get sick of it after drank half of it...=X

2) Orange Juice-Can recognize it as Orange Syrup but it's nice cos not very sweet...

3) Main Course-Seafood Baked Rice...(Or Seafood Spaghetti-$13.90 while for other main course,price may vary...)

4) Dessert-Peach Cake...(Can trade in for other cakes with top-up of $3.90...)

*P.S. Steph top-up for Chocolate Cake...=X

After lunch,accompany my wives to Zara,they shop while I WINDOW SHOP...=X

Then subsequently,we went to Forever 21,Diva,Daiso,Mini-Toons,Action City...etc

We also took photos and stuffs...

Had our dinner at Superdog...=/

Seriously not tt nice,n not worth the price...=X

Total spending (mine) for the day is $26.40,made up of:

$13.90 (Lunch @ GreenHse Cafe)

$6 (Daiso)

$6.50 (Dinner @ Superdog)

Went home at ard 10.30pm and gt home at ard 11+pm...

N working at Bedok this weekends...=S

Some photos here...=)

GreenHouse Cafe @ VivoCity...

Orange Juice & Mushroom Soup...(Dun really like the soup...)

My Seafood Baked Rice...Nice n Filling...=)

Peach Cake,it's similar to Banana Cake,juz that it's Peach instead of Banana filling n taste...=X

Quite nice...=)

Steph's Seafood Spaghetti with the White-Wine instead of Tomato-Sauced-Base...=X

Oops,it's eaten before I managed to took the pic...=X

Rose's Seafood Spaghetti...(Half-Eaten...=X)

Steph's Chocolate Cake...=)

It's nice...^^

Steph n Rose...

I swear this was a candid shot,they dunno I was taking photo at tt moment...

Haha...

I'm a very gd photographer ok? ^^ v

Good at taking "The-Very-Moment"...=X

Wahaha...

Steph n Rose...

This is cool aint it? XD

Photo inside photo...o.O

See? Once again proved that I'm good yea...=X

Dinner @ Superdog...

Not nice,the fillet burger is not nice de lo,the lemon tea no taste or shld I say,not up to standard also...=X

Burger n up-size of drink,$6.50...(With the use of coupon...=/)

Rose's Hotdog...(Forgt wat name liao...=X)

There then I realized that I actually took pic of my wives who did identical action...=X

Steph's Lemon Tea (Original-Size) and my up-sized Lemon Tea...

(Top-up $0.30 to up-size,c the height of $0.30 difference??? o.O)

Rose's stuffs...=X

From Zara...

Their booty for the Shopping Day-Zara,Diva...etc

Guess who spent the most tt day? =X

Hint: Definitely not me...

So left 2 of them,who who who???

Both of them also gt buy stuffs from Zara...=X

Let this be a secret...^^

LoL...

Take Care all!

Bye~

*P.S. Happy Good Friday!

Helped Peiling Jie to reformat her laptop...

2009-04-09T06:30:00.003+08:00

Helped Peiling Jie to reformat her laptop...

Went to Bengawan to return Peiling Jie her Compaq Laptop's Manual Booklet...
Then she asked me to bring her laptop home to help her solve the prob lo...

I reformatted her laptop.
Put in few hundred of songs n some pictures for her lah...
Everything was set n all...

Able to return her today but she's going to M'sia liao,so she say she's wun be using also,then leave it with me lo...

Ytd night when I went to Bengawan to look for her,she also gt comment on Yuki lo...
Haiz...

Then I know,I wasnt the only one who's not happy going out with her lo...=X

Forgt it,next time juz try dun go out with her...=X

Ltr I'll meet Kit Wei,most prob she'll teach me some guitar chords bah...=X
LoL...

K lah,take care all!
Bye~

*P.S. My bro's prob still wasnt solved yet,I still cant look for full-time job yet...=/

Went to JB on Tue...

2009-04-09T04:53:00.007+08:00

Tom Yam Soup...
Too sour le,not spicy at all,it's like lemon juice...=X
Though I not really like Thai food,but I can accept lah,however this time round is not only I commented that,Peiling Jie also say it's too sour le lo...

Seafood fried rice with Sambal Chilli...
Not really spicy,so-so...

Fried Kway Teow...
A bit salty,so-so...

Fish n Chip,best dish out of the rest...=X
As normal as those we had in Coffee Shop...=X

港式鸳鸯 (Mixture of Coffee n Tea Drink...=X)

Extremely sweet,I even add-in my own plain water lo...=/

Total cost for the dinner at one of the restaurant in JB's City Square is RM48...

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Went to JB on Tue...

Met Peiling Jie (Bengawan Solo's First In-charge) and another current Bengawan Solo's Part-Timer,Yuki at ard 2.30pm at Hougang's Bengawan Solo...

Cos last time when I still work there,I keep saying I wanna go JB with Peiling Jie...
It was like dragged until I quit le also haven go,so now arrange to go with her lo,cos she's M'sian mah,gt her bring me there better than I go there n lost my way mah...=X

Haha...

Peiling Jie wanted to go JB to get train ticket for her to go home on Thur after work de...
That's y,she jio me to go JB also as I always wanna go then since the part-timer Yuki also off-day so she also gt jio her...

I helped Peiling Jie to take a look at her laptop before setting off...
Think her laptop prob was C Drive kana corrupted,cos we cant even get into the "log-in page" lo...

Nvm,in the end,the 3 of us set off to JB at ard 3+pm...
Arrived JB at ard 4.45pm...

I dunno Yuki actually,I dun even noe her name lo...
I only noe her name after the trip lo and she's ard 21 or 22 yrs old...
However,I can say I dun really like her after the trip with her...

She's also a M'sian though,but I think she kinda's attention seeker lah,only go back to M'sia,JB only,not a very long trip lo,walk abit nia then say her leg pain lah,tired lah...etc

She keep pestering me regarding which laptop she shld buy n stuffs...etc
I even helped her wrote a long list on her notepad on what she shld look out for n stuffs...etc
Funny thing is that,she asked me for my opinion liao then after that she said the brand that I recommended was not good lah...etc

I asked her,"What do u look out for for your laptop?" (In mandarin cos she dun understand English)--Purpose like gaming or juz normal use n stuffs...

Then I asked her her budget...--She say thousand plus,then I asked the specific range,cos $1500 also thousand plus lo,then she say ard $1100-$1200...=.=

Really is like DOTS lah!

Keep flattering me saying wat "Computer expert...etc"...
I was like =.=''' ,cos what I told her was juz the basic only lo...
Lame lah,pestering me to accompany her to get laptop in near future,say she dunno English plus I'm the "Computer Expert"...etc

Hello,I noe her for less than 1hr lo,already jio me go help her choose laptop and stuffs...=.=

Then throughout the whole journey,she keep putting on black face,act pity,tired,sick...etc =/
We wait Peiling Jie to buy her train ticket (main purpose for this JB trip),wait awhile only mah,her face black like charcoal like that...

Then we went to City Square after Peiling Jie gt her ticket...
Yuki was very energetic lo,can walk n leg not pain lo,she keep complain abt this n that,doesnt even seemed to be feeling unwell like earlier on lo...=X

Sian...

We went to a restaurant in City Square to have our dinner...
Not really nice,so-so...
I tried my very best not to share the food with them liao,still kana a bit of their saliva but over liao...=X
(In future I think I'll juz order for my own apart from theirs...=X)
This is ok,but ltr on...

Peiling Jie said she wanna meet her fren (a guy),then we kinda in a rush to go to another place,then Yuki starts to complain saying she haven finish shopping,haven see this,haven buy that...etc
We had explained to her that we juz go meet Peiling Jie's fren n we'll come back de,she still bu shuang bu shuang lo...

Then she starts to leg pain lah...etc again liao lah...=.=

When we met Peiling Jie's fren liao,we went to a Prata Shop and sit there chit-chat,then Yuki snatched my hp to c gt wat songs and wan to send to her hp n stuffs...

Hey hey,I noe for only 2hrs and u already like very close to me hor? Still take my hp n do things as u wish,I dun like lo,but forgt it,let her choose songs n send to her hp...
I think she did it on purpose lah,Peiling Jie also highlighted to me at the end of the trip lo...

Cos Yuki wanna go back to shop,hence,she purposely played those songs EXTREMELY LOUDLY to disturb Peiling n her fren's conversation by saying she wan to listen to the songs n send those songs from my hp to hers...

Even if u wan to noe the songs,u also dun need to play so loudly de lo,even me,who sit like more than one arm length apart can hear the songs very clearly lo,do u need to play so loudly???

I say her lo,"Can dun play so loudly? U deaf ah?"
Cos I scare she continue to play so loudly,my hp's speaker would spoil lah...
Plus I already bu shuang her for taking my hp already lo,n whenever she look at each songs,she would keep asking me the song is by who,nice or not...etc

200 over songs leh,like I can memorize everything like tt...=.=
Dun lame lo,all details were stated inside lah,u can see for urself de ok?!
N she managed to get my contact no. when she's using my hp...=/
Tell u,if she's gonna look for me,I'll not go out with her de lo!

Oh ya,forgt to say...
U noe wat she wear that day?

She wear a nice white shirt with a black vest,a white short,black-soccer-sock (those till knee cap de socks) plus a white colour covered shoe...
She nearly wan to put on make-up but cos we din,so she also nvr put...=X

Nothing wrong to wear like that but seriously,she's not those skinny ppl hor,then the attire she put on makes her look short n fat lah...

Even if it's ok,we only go JB few hrs then return to Singapore leh,to me,she wear like that a bit exaggerated lah...

Peiling Jie wore black t-shirt n short and sandals...
I wore black t-shirt and bermuda and sandals...

Then the both of us kana Yuki saying,"U all wear until like tt ah?" before we set off...
We din even say her for being a bit over but she say us wearing too simply lo...

Then when Peiling Jie buy ticket,Yuki seemed to be impatient n put on black face rite?
When she herself shop for her own stuffs,she's happy,she can walk faster and she expect us to follow and wait for her n stuffs lo...

It's ok to me lah,cos I nvr shop things de,juz go there accompany them c c nia,I can wait de ah,used to wait for people de also...

But it was like her attitude changed so fast lah,she only think abt herself,nvr even consider actually Peiling Jie wanna get her own things also...

Then nvm,she buy a shirt also spent very long time lah...
Ask for our opinion,both of us say she wear black colour de nicer,then she keep testing shirts and it's obvious that she wanna get the white one,but still wan to ask our opinion then argue with us like tt,lame lah...
In the end she gt the black colour de lah,but she's kinda unwilling...=.=

After getting her shirt,she went over to those CDs stalls,get those CDs...
The sales-person already stated very clearly,buy 10pcs free 1pc,then she keep arguing with the person, 撒娇 and stuffs...

Buay tahan her...

Then she's worried if she buy alot of CDs,she may not bring them back into Singapore,but as she stated her concern,she still choose so many CDs...=.=
Fine fine fine...

But I think she's too much when she actually want me to bring those CDs into Singapore on her behalf lo! (It's illegal to bring CDs into Singapore de lo...)
She gt her bag also lo,she insists of putting some in my bag!
Ok lah,I see is only few pcs,I ok lah,but I tell u,I wun go out with her in future de lo...

Peiling Jie also gt buy DVDs,but she keep it in her own bag lo,not like Yuki...

And we finally gt back to Singapore at ard 11pm bah and I gt home at ard 12am...

I bought nothing throughout the whole trip lo,juz go there accompany them c c walk walk,n had dinner like tt lo...
But ok lah,except for Yuki,this whole trip was gd n all...=X

Funny lah Yuki,it's the first time to noe her,it's extremely not pleasant and it's gonna be the last time to go out with her...=(

Busy...

2009-04-07T02:05:00.003+08:00

Busy...

Was told that my bro cant defer his NS under Temasek Polytechnic (TP)...
I helped him to write in n ask for approval from the officer...etc
Helped him fax the reply to TP on his acceptance for the offer of Diploma in Mechatronics Course...etc

Received my Driving License by post today...^^ v
LoL...
My bro was saying that the license doesnt look nice...
Wahahaha...

But it's ok,cos it's mine...=X
Haha...

Been very vexed ever since Exams...
Cos...

Worried for my results...
And after exams,chiong driving lessons n test...
And after driving test,gt myself a weekend part-time job,n also help my bro on apply,appeal & accept,enrolment of polytechnic and deferment of NS n now,all these kinda,still haven end yet...=/

In juz short 1 month,everything was being thrown to me to settle...
I'm the guardian for this family I guess.=X

Now vexed cos I kinda facing the same qns everyday and in a situation where,all my friends had already apply and/got into University or they had already gt themselves a full-time job...

I had to ask myself everyday,"Had u made the rite choice?"
Factors affecting the qns are:

1) $$$
2) Family
3) Myself...etc

Yea,"Myself" was nvr the first to be taken into consideration,I will not and I cannot...

Accountancy was nvr a gd start for me,perhaps,I would say that it's not my cup of tea,erm,coffee...=X

There's no one there to guide/lead me the way,I figured it all on my own,I've made mistake and it was being brought forward n now...

I'm lost again.

I dunno y,everyday I slp with fear n woke up with doubts.

*P.S. They fully utilized their mouth yet no action was taken to help. All was after the credits and no one to take up the blame.

I'm lost,confused,doubt n fear.

Take Care all!
Bye~

*Prince Jac juz wanna be Extra-Ordinary once in a blue moon.

Nosebleed today...

2009-04-06T00:20:00.002+08:00

Nosebleed today...

Kinda shocked...=X
Was bending down to get the newspaper on the floor and nosebleed on my hand...=/

Nosebleed stopped after ard 10min I guess...
Haha...

Hmm...Really shld drink more water de...
LoL...

Today tried to tune my guitar...
Shld be correct lah I think...=X

Wahaha...
I din change the strings though I've gt new ones,cos I dunno how to change also...=X

Haha...

K lah,tt's all,I go slp le...
Tmr still got to settle my bro's poly thingy...

Sian...
Shall look for job this week too...=S

Take care all!
Bye~

My bro is so cool...=)

2009-04-05T04:18:00.002+08:00

My bro is so cool...=)

Was thinking if I were my bro,I may not be able to buck up n study when got into ITE n let ppl mark as "buay-tak-chey" bah...=X
He was enrolled into RP on 31 Mar'09...

Who noes...
He received letter on Fri,3 Apr'09...
Ya,2 days ago...

That...

TP accepted him!
Into the course he wanted--Diploma in Mechatronics!

As compared to RP Diploma in Digital Entertainment Electronics,a course that even my bro also dunno,of cos,with the NITEC of Mechatronics,he would prefer TP lo...

However,TP accepted him for Oct intake...
I nearly helped my bro settle everything liao u noe??? =X
Left NS Deferment Letter n CPF application,other than these 2,he's officially RP student! =X

Now here we've gt a prob.
My bro's NS deferment was under RP,waiting to submit the letter from RP only and now as TP only accept him for Oct intake,we are not sure if he could defer his NS under TP u c???

Situation is that he's supposed to be enlisted on 16Mar,and cos he extended his enlistment as he's waiting for acceptance of his appeal-to-poly case...
He was then being accepted by RP,April intake and once he submit the letter from RP to the NS Dept there n he can officially settle everything...

However,now cos if he accept TP,the course will only start on Oct,where,we are not sure if the deferment will still be valid...=/

Called up n asked already,now waiting for NS there de reply...

Hope everything's fine! =)
*Pray hard*

Got My Guitar Stuffs...=)

2009-04-05T03:08:00.004+08:00

Got My Guitar Stuffs...=)

Went to SengKang Library to renew my borrowed book and I seriously dun like that branch's librarian with regard to her service n attitude...=/

Then met Rose at Cityhall,ard 3pm...
We went to get our guitar stuffs...

Got Classical Guitar Bag,Strings,Tuner n a Pick...
Spent ard $50...
Within my budget still,heng...=)

Haha...

After buying the guitar stuffs,meet my bro to go to grandparents' hse to have dinner...
My parent,as usual,today wasnt ard...

Was listening to those adults' talks...(Relatives)
Join in (one or two sentences) in a while,reply them on what I'm going to do from now on,kinda update/report to them n then I juz played my hp game...=X

After awhile,went home with my bro...

*P.S. Seriously,I'm still lost even till now...I noe accounting is not my cup of tea,but I've no way back,can only continue this mistake. A mistake in disguise...=/

Packing room...

2009-04-03T02:41:00.003+08:00

Packing room...

Went to many places to look for those big big plastic containers and finally...

I went to Rivervale Plaza to buy them...
Dumb enough that I actually cycled there,with no initial intention to buy them today,however,juz suddenly gt the kick to clear my room today n...

Stupid enough that I bought not one but four of them...=X
(I long ago wanna buy them to pack my room but I dragged till now...the cost was long set aside in my budget de...=X)

N I forgt that I rode bicycle there de,I cant manage to carry them home cos they are juz too big...
Heng my cousin works there n juz nice he knocked off from work in time,he helped me bring them home...^^ v

He drive them home...
Heh heh...

Then I cleared those notes,threw them away le cos very messy,keep only those textbooks...etc
Packed my wardrobe also,realized that I really gt many clothes that I dun wear,n I passed it to my mum...=X
(She can wear my clothes...=X)

N I also moved my desk to my bro's room so he can put his laptop there n study also...etc =)

Tmr left some cupboards to pack / clear n I'm done of "Spring Cleaning" my room...@.@
Now my room looks neater,though it wasnt really consider messy beforehand...=X
LoL...

Prince Jac starting to hunt for permanent job maybe from next week...=X

K lah,take care all!
Bye~

*P.S. Will go get my part-time job pay soon,will meet Rose to get Guitar stuffs this Sat n will meet Rozz n Yuan Qin probably next week...